Musicc99

Status: I'm having Post Concert Depression..
Joined: September 17, 2011
Last Seen: 9 years
user id: 218858
Keighly. 15. I reside in the state of Maryland.
I'm married to Johnny Depp- hands off.
I read way too much. I don't have a favorite author. 
I like sws, ptv, mayday parade, ymas, atl, the smiths, nirvana, 
waffles, yellow, purple, beagles.
I dislike everything else.
P.S., Jaime Preciado made eye contact with me and waved.

 

Musicc99's Favorite Quotes

So my neighbor just came over
And he told me that he could hear me singing
And he told me I had a beautiful voice
I was embarassed but it made my day

"What's the worst thing in the world?"
Dad: War, hunger, poverty, murder, plague-
Me: Acne scars.
Dad: ...
Dad: You have no morals.
Me: You're not a teenager.
 
IF PSY DOESN'T HOST HIS OWN SCIENCE TV SHOW AND CALL IT PSYIENCE THEN WHAT'S THE POINT
Justin Bieber got 100,000 retweets for tweeting "Live life full".
That's just 3 random words. I'm going to try now. Nipple squirrel ham

What a shame. We grew up never believing that we were beautiful,
because no one ever told us that we were. We made friends who liked to complain about their stomachs, noses, and the size of their thighs. And we joined in because that's what you do, isn't it? And so, we never told ourselves, either.
In 8th grade, a boy we barely knew calls us fat. We will never know if he
was joking, or why. We were bullied about our long, messy hair. So we chop it all off. And we became invisible. It was years before we resurfaced, before we learned to do things just for the sake of ourselves.
Someone tells us we're beautiful, and now, we don't believe them. But, we
have new friends and they tell us, too. And then we hear it from a stranger. Mom apologizes for not telling us enough when we were younger. And slowly, we start to belive it. And now, we know.
We know that, despite everything we'd been told, being beautiful has
nothing to do with our worth. But, how unfortunate, we think, that we couldn't know we were beautiful until someone else told us that we were.

We were never even told it was an option.


Fifteen Small Steps To Happiness

One. push yourself to get up before the rest of the world - start with 7am, then 6am, then 5:30am. go to the nearest hill with a big coat and a scarf and watch the sun rise.

Two. push yourself to fall asleep earlier - start with 11pm, then 10pm, then 9pm. wake up in the morning feeling re-energized and comfortable. 

Three. erase processed food from your diet. start with no lollies, chips, biscuits, then erase pasta, rice, cereal, then bread. use the rule that if a child couldn’t identify what was in it, you don’t eat it.

Four. get into the habit of cooking yourself a beautiful breakfast. fry tomatoes and mushrooms in real butter and garlic, fry an egg, slice up a fresh avocado and squirt way too much lemon on it. sit and eat it and do nothing else. 

Five. stretch. start by reaching for the sky as hard as you can, then trying to touch your toes. roll your head. stretch your fingers. stretch everything.

Six. buy a 1L water bottle. start with pushing yourself to drink the whole thing in a day, then try drinking it twice.

Seven. buy a beautiful diary and a beautiful black pen. write down everything you do, including dinner dates, appointments, assignments, coffees, what you need to do that day. no detail is too small.

Eight. strip your bed of your sheets and empty your underwear draw into the washing machine. put a massive scoop of scented fabric softener in there and wash. make your bed in full.

Nine. organise your room. fold all your clothes (and bag what you don’t want), clean your mirror, your laptop, vacuum the floor. light a beautiful candle.

Ten. have a luxurious shower with your favourite music playing. wash your hair, scrub your body, brush your teeth. lather your whole body in moisturiser, get familiar with the part between your toes, your inner thighs, the back of your neck.

Eleven. push yourself to go for a walk. take your headphones, go to the beach and walk. smile at strangers walking the other way and be surprised how many smile back. bring your dog and observe the dog’s behaviour. realise you can learn from your dog.

Twelve. message old friends with personal jokes. reminisce. suggest a catch up soon, even if you don’t follow through. push yourself to follow through.

Thirteen. think long and hard about what interests you. crime? boarding school? long-forgotten romance etiquette? find a book about it and read it. there is a book about literally everything. 

Fourteen. become the person you would ideally fall in love with. let cars merge into your lane when driving. pay double for parking tickets and leave a second one in the machine. stick your tongue out at babies. compliment people on their cute clothes. challenge yourself to not ridicule anyone for a whole day. then two. then a week. walk with a straight posture. look people in the eye. ask people about their story. talk to acquaintances so they become friends.

Fifteen. lie in the sunshine. daydream about the life you would lead if failure wasn’t a thing. open your eyes. take small steps to make it happen for you.










 
is it data or data

is it route or route

is it caramel or caramel

is it either or either

is it tear or tear


























the world may never know. 



 
A baby's laugh is one of the most beautiful sounds you will ever hear.

Unless it's 2am.

And you're home alone.

And you don't have a baby.

Me in the morning: I'm gonna wear a dress today to school
Getting ready: I feel pretty! Oh so pretty!
As soon as I get on the bus: This was a terrible idea.
school: make time for your interests and hobbies!

school: oh btw we're going to keep you here for about 6 1/2 hours. and after that, we're going to give you hours of homework.

school: eat 3 meals a day!

school: here's lunch, it's cardboard.

school: school is free!

school: oh, but you have to pay for any ap classes, textbooks, folders, supplies, and materials for projects :)

school: you earn the grades you get!

school: what do you mean this teacher gives you bad grades because they don't like you? that's ridiculous!

school: respect your teachers.

school: oh, but they don't have to respect you, silly!

school: everyone is an individual!

school: here's a standardized test to figure out how smart you all are.

school: balance your social life and academics.

school: but you also have to do homework and study for the rest of the day.

school: we accept all love!

school: stop kissing and hugging eachother. that's gross.

school: bullying is bad!

school: but our teachers won't help you out of it, that's your job.

school: it's okay to be out sick.

school: 
but the teacher won't explain it to you if you were. that's your fault that you were sick.

school: 
act like adults.

school: but were going to treat you like children.

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