I wish i could put all my thoughts in a jar. I think too much. Thinking too much causes me to over think and analyze things I don't want to deal with. It gets too much for me to handle and I panic. I shut myself down and go to war with myself. I'm tired. I'm sick of being tired. I don't like who I am, but I have to live with it. I don't know what I'm doing. I'm sick of feeling sad. Sick of wanting things and people I can't have. I want to be at peace with myself for once. To be happy and think about things that doesn't send me over the edge.
Best feelings in the
world
sleeping in late || having no
homework || being liked/loved back
hugs that last more than one minute ||
first swim of the summer
a smile from that special someone ||
laughing till your stomach hurts
getting unexpected gifts || not
remembering when you last cried
getting an A on a test you didn't
study for || when he texts you first
looking at pictures from when you were
little || living up to someone's expectations
when someone tells you they never want to
loose you
knowing you are loved || being called
beautiful || finding those jeans that fit perfectly
finally eating the food you were craving
for || waking up & realizing you have hours to
sleep
making a stranger smile || eating
seedless grape || making new friends
putting on sweatpants after wearing jeans
all day || when little kids draw you pictures
being told someone is okay || when
someone tells you smell nice
winning an argument || proving a smart
person wrong || listening to your favorite song
receiving hand-written letters || falling
asleep to the rain || finishing an essay
when people laugh at your joke || smiling
|| getting a friendship bracelet
finding out the name of the song stuck in
your head || packing for a vacation
perfectly peeling of the price sticker ||
realizing it's friday
knowing you will be okay
never say
'I love
you'
if you dont
mean it.Never talk about feelings,if they
dont
exist.Don't hold my hand if you want to break my
heart.Never say you want to,if you
dont.
Dont look me
in the eyes
if youre
telling lies.Never say 'Hi' if you want to say
bye.
Never ask how I am if you dont care anyways.
Never say true love left you,because true love never
leaves.