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Quotes by MyConfessionsAreWrittenInCuts

"An insidiously evil thing . It seems to take hold slowly. The effects not visible until it has gone to the heart. Therein it grows stronger each day feeding on the emotion, and faculties. Then it does a curious thing. At it's height! It starts to ebb away. Day by day, Hour by hour, until it is only a minute thing. Knowing the host can no longer sustain it any longer it starts to leave. Slowly seeking a new victim to start the process again. When this happens whomever had this affliction is left a hollow shell of what they once were. Listen closely, and hear the sighing of the ocean. An ocean of trapped in this little shell. Nothing more than a terrible disease of the mind. Some fight it, others succumb to it. Of the latter some never recover, and others do to become a host again. It is a madness this terrible disease called love."

It's actually scary how less than a year
can change someones feelings from 
you being the most important person in their life
you being dirt on the bottom of their shoe

Anything I've ever let go of,
had claw marks in them.

While letting go of you,
my claws would rip your skin.

Last time I was at the airport, 
I remember, 
I could pick up my phone and text you,
and I knew you'd be there. 
I would say "I'm bored",
and you replied, 
"Aw, I wish I could be there with you and hold your hand,
and kiss you. I'd keep you entertained. Love you :)" 
One text like that could keep me smiling for hours. 

Sunday I'll be at the airport again,
walking the same long hallways. 
I know all I would be thinking about is you.
And I'm so pathetic, 
but you can't leave my mind. 


It was never about the best I thought I could get,
or the only one that I thought would actually put up with me.
It was always just me wanting you.
Me needing you. 
Me and you.

Now it's just me. 

And the hardest part of this is losing you.

I want to sleep for a thousand years.
Just to not exist. 
Or just not be aware that I exist. 
I try not to think. 
Make the spinning stop.