When he's leaving
"You get a hug first, come here."
Then he lifts you up, and you wrap your arms around his neck
while he holds you about a foot off the ground for 3 seconds or
so in his arms.
But then he has to go, so he puts you down,
and leaves, while you just stand there alone in the cold.
And It's even worse, because all he can and ever will be is
my best friend.