MyNameIsAwzome

Status: This angel died in white.
Joined: June 3, 2012
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Location: Sitting at home, trying to sing (and failing)
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Someone Loves Me

Chapter 29

Diana's POV


It's been a week since I got out of the hospital. We met Hawker, Frankie's new boyfriend, and now Frankie and I are having a girls' night. We had gone out and rented this new movie we'd heard about, Smiley. It has Shane Dawson in it, so I freaked when Redbox had it stocked. We got it, stocked up on chips and soda and ice cream, then we raced home and got ready. We got into our comfy clothes and put out spoons and bowls and cups and put the movie in. After two commercials of wannabe "horror" movies, we got to the main menu. It had a really close up picture of Smileys' face with a light swinging back and forth and a shadow followed it. We laughed when the little girl was on Hide and Go Chat and told her babysitter that guys sometimes ask people out with their pants off. We got to the point where Ashley got to Zanders' house and found him dead before I paused it. Frankie was holding my hand tight. We looked at each other. I think we had the same idea.

"We have to try that." Frankie said. I was right.

"But....What if he's really real? I don't want to-" Frankie already had her laptop in hand and was typing in Omegle. "FRANKIE, NO!" She turned it to video. She clicked through fourteen videos of guys with their pants off. We finally reached an old guy. He said hi and Frankie typed in "I did it for the lulz" three times. The old guy typed "Did what for the what?" Frankie and I sat completely still. Nothing happened.

"See? It's just a movie. Nothing would really happen. I just wanted to try it." I smacked her arm annoyedly. She laughed. I got up to go to the bathroom and texted Dylan to come over. He asked why and I said that I was scared. He asked of what and I just text yelled at him to come over. He didn't reply and I went back to Frankie. She was on her Facebook. I saw what she was typing.

"Is Smiley real? What would happen if you actually typed 'i did it for the lulz' three times on Omegle and you meant it? I just tried it for fun and nothing happened. Why would you ask that?" I said. She shrugged. I told her Dylan was coming over. She sighed and we continued the movie. I didn't really pay attention, though. I've just been out of it.

Sorry for such a short chapter! Love you guys, bye!
Someone Loves Me

Chapter 28

Diana's POV

The nurse just came to get me for surgery. I'm nervous. I get on the surgeon's table, and I shut my eyes tight when the syringe slides through my skin adn I feel it pierce my muscle. I start feeling sleepy two minutes later, and I fall back gently on the table. I glance up at the window above the room and I see Dylan, his hands pressed to the glass. I smile and wave a bit to him. He waves back and the world goes black.

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I wake up. It's not a fast wake up, where your eyes snap open, but you're just groggy and sleepy, so your eyes don't wuite work right. Dylan's asleep on the couch. I look down. There's a plastic tube in my mouth, but I feel it movingin my throat. I cough, and then I start choking. Dylan rolls over and sees me, and he yells. A burse comes in and helps me, taking the tube out of my throat. I choke even harder and i feel Dylan squeeze my hand. I look at him, unable to breathe. I'm not coughing or choking anymore, I just can't breathe because I'm in some sort of shock. The nurse smacks my back and I gasp in some air. Dylans' eyes are sad but happy. I smile a bit and pant. The nurse checks my vitals and says I'm fine. I sit up with help from Dylan and he sits on the bed with me. He keep smiling.

"Hey. I'm glad you're okay. They said the surgery was a success." This makes me smile. He hugs me and I just lay in his arms. I'm numb from waking up. I feel like I woke up from a nap. "Can you talk?" I try. Nothing but air. "Here," Dylan hands me a pen and pad. "Try writing." I take the pen in my fingers, limply holding it, and I have the pad on my lap. I drag my arm over to the paper. I sruggle to move my brick of an arm. Faint lines and scribbles appear on the paper. I look at him and try to smile while rolling my eyes. Dylan laughs. He leans over and kisses my cheek with the greatest care, like I'm made of glass and that I'd break if he put the slightest pressure on me. I turn my head so he ends up kissing my lips and i kiss him back. He smiles in the kiss, putting his hand in my hair and bringing me closer. I'm so happy.


So, I have a lot on my mind and I'm really stressed out, so don't be surprised if a chapter's late. Bye!
Someone Loves Me

Chapter 27

Dylan's POV

Diana was just admitted. We're walking to her room and she has her gown in hand. She doesn't need it though. She brought her favorite overnight shirt. It's an oversized T, it has piglet and Eeyore and Tigger on it. It's cute on her. We get to her room and she sits on the bed. I sit on the couch next to her. Diana starts taking off her pants and I blush. She looks at me with a look.

"Oh, come on. You've already seen all of it." Which in turn makes me blush even harder. She laughs. I watch her go into the bathroom and she comes out a minute later, T-shirt just above her knees. She has these really long pale legs that I think are so beautiful and she does, too. I know she's wearing shorts underneath, but it's hard to see them. I blush really hard as she kneels on my lap.

"Augh....Why are you so beautiful? It's almost too much to handle...." I shut my eyes and she laughs, nuzzling my neck. I smile, wrapping my arms around her and she puts her arms around my neck. I pat her back. She and I know that she wants the surgery done, but she hates the fact that she feels like a doll. She pulls out her iPod and puts one earbud in her right ear and puts the other in my left. Then she puts on our song. See, the great thing about us is that we aren't one of those couples that has a super slow and lovey song for ourselves. We have a rave song, a really upbeat and fast song that has all these awesome beats that makes oyu want to dance. It's called 20 Percent Cooler by Ken Ashcorp, and we both love it. This guy had the right idea. She and I lay on the couch, me behind her with my arms around her waist. I really love and care about this girl. I want her to get better. I kiss her head, moving to her forehead and then her cheek, proceeding to her lips. She rolls over and kisses me back. The nurse grunts from the doorway, making me stop kissing Diana and blush. She rolls over and lays her hand on her stomach where mine is.

"Yes? Is it time to go?" Diana asks nostalgically. The nurse nods and waves her hand for Diana to go. She squeezes my hand and I kiss her cheek. "I don't want to leave you."

"I'll be right here when you wake up. I promise." She puts her pinkie out and I wrap mine around it, and we press our htumbs together. "I forever promise." This makes her smile and she gets up. She hugs me and kisses my cheek goodbye. I wave to her on her way out and she looks back once. I miss her already.


Aw, I seriously reccomend checking out the song. It rules. Bye!
Someone called me "Pig" today. They went to leave, I turned them around and I said, "You know what? I get called names everyday, and they leave emotional and physical scars. But they make me stronger. So thank you. I strive to be a pig every freaking day." And that person stared at me like I was nuts. I loved it.
Sometimes I'll sit and stare out my window for no reason, looking at nothing but the outside. I sometimes catch the occasional squirrel, maybe someone walking their dog. But I hate seeing people who are together. I feel so left out. I hear all my friends talking about how wonderful their boyfriends are, what they did for them. I can't stand that. It's like they just love rubbing it in my face. I have a guy I like and I went out with him for one date, but I can't see us in the future. I really like this girl, though. She and I just click. I'm always so happy around her, she always makes me smile. She's beautiful and she doesn't care what she wears or what others think of her. I love how care-free she is. I'm so jealous of the girl she's dating right now. But she and I made a deal that when we're both single, we'll go out together. It's just so easy for me to talk to her, to laugh with her, for me to be me with her. I've never really felt like this about anyone else. I think she's perfect. And I hope she thinks I am, too. We like a lot of the same things. Like, we both love the same bands, we both love horror movies, dancing, singing, doing things no one else really would do. I just always get this happy feeling that comes over me when she's around, and if I'm down she picks me up. But with this guy, he just makes things so awkward. I can't talk to him, we have nothing in common, I just don't see anything happening with us. I just don't want to break his heart, though I doubt it would really effect him. He's dated three others before, all of them my friends. I just don't feel anything with him. But with this girl, I think I'm in love.

But what do I know about love?
Someone Loves Me

Chapter 26

Diana's POV

We pulled up to the hospital. I had my iPod plugged into Dylan's car, so I got to listen to my favorite songs. Memories by Panic! At The Disco plays through the speakers. The song tells me not to fade away but it's so hard not to. My mind keeps rushing to all these bad thoughts.

"Oh, memories, where'd you go? You're all I've ever known! How I miss yesterday as I watch it fade away..." The lead singer melodically says. I'm singing along with the song and Dylan's smiling and happy. He keeps trying to put a good mood on this. I can't smile today. I try to, watching Dylan makes me happy most of the time, but it's not working. I just don't want to go through surgery. It terrifies me. I hate the fact that people are slicing me open, poking my guts and stuff, then closing me back by sewing. I'm not a shirt with a hole to be fixed. I'm a human. But I have to have this surgery if I ever want to stay with Dylan much longer. He looks at me, I catch him out of my eye, and his hand lands on my thigh. I look at him, suddenly back in this world. I felt like I was about to throw up.

"You okay? You look a little pale." Dylan points out. Crap.

"I don't want to do this. I'm scared and I feel sick and I hate this." He holds my hand and turns off the car.

"I know you don't. But you have to. I want you to get better, you want to get better. You have to." I know I do.

"I-I just....I'm scared." He hugs me.

"You're gonna be fine. These are trained professionals. They know what they're doing." I smiled and felt a tear roll down my cheek. He looked at me and I looked at him. "You okay?"

"Yeah," I nodded. "Let's go." And we headed in.


Whoa! I highly reccomend listening to Memories by Panic! At The Disco while reading this. Sets the mood. :P Bye!
Someone Loves Me

Chapter 25

Frankie's POV

I had met this really cute guy at the mall who was in this popular clique. I had spotted him immediately when I walked in, and he saw me, too. I blushed and looked away. I rushed over to Hot Topic and saw a sale on some cute red shorts I grabbed two pairs, going to the changing room and trying them on. I looked at them in the mirror. Super cute. I grabbed Diana's size and payed for them, taking of the tag and wearing them out. They complimented my butt nicely and I went to dELiA's for a cute shirt. They had a cute cut off shirt that was white with "Coke Diet" on it. I bought two shirts, the penguin one and one with a tiger wearing heart shaped sunglasses for Diana and walked out. I saw people geting their hair done for free, and I had them do mine. They straightened mine, curling the hair inwards at the ends. I loved it. I got some cute studded combat boots and I put those on. I ran out of money so I couldn't get Diana those cute sandals she's been wanting. She can really work with what she's got, though. I walk to the foodcourt and the cute guy and his friends were still there. I looked away, heading to the Starbucks right across from where he was sitting. I heard one of the guys say, "Hey, is that her? Cute...Did she change?" and the guys started laughing. I ordered my medium iced vanilla latte, as I always do, and I turned around. Cutie was standing right there. He smiled this brilliant smile and laughed a bit.

"Wow, sorry. You look great. Wanna come sit?" I looked at his friends and then back at him. I smiled and shrugged.

"Yeah, why not. You guys seem fun." He smiled, putting his hand on my shoulder and introducing me to his friends.

"This is Hawker," He pointed to a guy with shaggy black hair with some stubble. "Ferris," He pointed to a guy with curly red hair that winked at me. "And Jared." The last guy smiled at me and waved three fingers at me, and I noticed his spiked short sandy brown hair. I waved back. "I''m Derek, leader of the pack. You are?"

"I'm Francis. You guys get to call me Frankie." They all said hi and let me sit down. Jared sat next to me, his arm around my chair. I crossed my legs and leaned back. The guys were all looking at me.

"So, what brings you to this mall on such a fine day?" Hawker asked, looking right at me with these intense green eyes. I giggled.

"I'm shopping for me and my friend."

"Where's your friend? Is she as cute as you?" Ferris asked, blushing.

"Oh, she's hot. But she went into surgery this morning. She's getting this melignant tumor removed. She has cancer," They all awed and apologized. "Oh, she's gonna be fine. I'm getting her this new outfit to cheer her up."

"Is she single?" Jared asked. He smiled.

"Ah, nope. She's dating her best friend. Dylan. He's awesome and just right for her. He actually had a surgery, too. He was deaf, but they put this thing in his brain so he can hear now." Hawker nodded and smiled.

"Well that's good. So, wanna come with us to the skate park? We were just gonna leave." Derek asked. I nodded. We all got up and I put my bags in my car, giving them a lift. We all got out and there were a lot more guys there. A lot more hot guys. I smiled and they all saw me, crowding around me. I liked this attention. I smiled. They were all saying how not many girls like me come here. I smiled.

"Not many girls like me do this either," And I grabbed a skateboard from one of them, running over to the ramp and sliding down. I came up on the other side and jumped the board, hitting it again and doing a 360 in the middle. I whooped and all the guys cheered, some of them had their mouths hanging open. Hawker liked it especially. He came over and put his arm around me. I looked at him and hugge him. Then I gave all the guys a hug.

"Whoa, I've never seen a girl shred like that!" Jared exclaims.

"Well, you've never seen me before," I look at my phone. I'm late, I have to get home. "Whoa, sorry guys! I gotta go home. See you next weekend!" They all say disappointed awes and I waved to them. As I was getitng in my car, Hawker ran over and leaned in my open window.

"Um, before you go, you wanna go out sometime?" I smiled.

"Absolutely. This Friday at 7:00 P.M. and don't forget!" He laughed and nodded. I took his phone and put my number in and he did the same. I blew him a kiss as I drove away. I think this could be fun.

Wow, so next chapter should come out soon. Bye!

http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=75267043------------Frankie's Outfit!


Someone Loves Me

Chapter 24

Diana's POV

I still haven't told my parents what happened with Dylan, not that they've even been home since graduation. I'm stressing hard. I have Frankie and Dylan over. I'm checking the pregancny test. I can't believe it's been two weeks already. Dylan is holding my hand as I open the door to the bathroom. I'd kept it hidden in a bag somewhere only I can get to. I kiss Dylan's hand and shut the door behind me. I breathe in fast and sharp, my stomach going cold. I thought of something; What if my chemo effected the baby if I really am pregnant? I take out the test, opening the door. I take a look at it and I sigh, but I stop before I can see the result.

"Are you okay? Dia?" I hear Frankie and come over to Dylan. I press up against him, griping his shirt in my fist.

"Dylan, I can totally get if you don't want to father the baby if it is here. No one would want to father an accident child. And no one wants to be with a lightweight sl*t like me. But please stick around for this?" I look up at him, tears stinging my eyes and rolling down my cheeks. Dylan ran his hand through my hair.

"I love you, and you're not a lightweight sl*t. You are my beautiful fiancee. And I couldn't be happier. If you have a baby, we just have more to love. I'll stick with you period." I smiled and I relaxed a bit. I took a look at the test. "So?"

"Dylan....You're a dad!" I exclaimed and he stared at me. I squealed and embraced him, his arms limp at his side.

"I didn't expect it to actually be here. I'm not helping you!" Dylan exclaimed. I turned and looked at Frankie. I was in shock. Frankie had her mouth hanging open.

"What? But you just said-"

"I know what I said. I don't need a child right now. I don't need you either." And he walked out. I struggled to get to the couch and I fainted.

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I snapped awake. I sat up, looking down at Dylan who had his arm wrapped around my waist. I put my hand to my forehead. It was just a dream. I sighed and lay back down on the couch, my face buried in Dylan's chest. I know that I'm not pregnant, but that was scary. The only things that actually happened when I told him were the fact that my parents haven't been home since graduation and that speech. He's still here with me. I look at my phone, 3:00 A.M. I have to get ready. Dylan agreed to take me to the hospital for my surgery to get the tumor removed. It's melignant, so I won't die. I'm scared, though. So much can go wrong...


Sorry it was such a short chapter. Love you guys, bye!
Sister: So, are you gonna get dentures?

Mom: Probably. That way, I can give BJ's with no teeth!


True story, I swear to God.
There's no light in this room
It's all right, we got you
You shine like gold

You walk by
Cause a scene, all the girls
They agree, you shine like gold

It's good to meet you, beautiful creature
You got my heartbeat racing like a cheetah
Don't need no lights, so turn them off
Give me a tylenol, because my head keeps spinning like a disco ball
I can tell that your love is blinding
Electric touch, I feel you inside me
And I wanna know, yeah I just gotta know
Can you light me up when we're alone?
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