Well
that
was it.
Today was my last day of Middle School.
I've been through so
much drama, got my first kiss, cried over a boy, made some
friends
that I hope will last forever, and lost some friends that I
never thought
I'd lose but I did. Honestly, it hit me today I'm only
going to have four
years left and then I'm off to start my own life. It's
scary thinking that. I
remember walking through the basement doors being a little
fifth grader
so happy that I was going to finally be in middle school. Now?
I walked
into that school today, knowing that's where I've made
many of my memories
and that I was leaving it. It's crazy how much I've
changed in five years.
The end of the summer of sixth grade, I discovered witty
profiles. I never
knew it would mean so much to me or that I'd actually gain
followers.
I find myself writing this with tears coming down my face. No
matter
how much I said "I hate middle school" it's not
as bad as you think.
I couldn't have done it without the people in my life.
Shoutout to the haters,
you still couldn't phase me. I've had the time
of my life. Looking back,
I wouldn't have changed a thing, besides you can't go
back anyways.
"You only live once, but if you do it right once is
enough." 2008-2012.
p.s stay gold.
It's kind of like this:
You have to
have the nicest jeans, cutest purse,
or say the newest thing so it catches on.
You have to be skinny, you have to buy this,
wear this, say that, be on his side, her side,
be neutral, have white teeth, have straight teeth,
your hair can't be frizzy, and you can't wear that
because it doesnt 'work' anymore. You have to
go to parties, be friends with everyone, trust no one,
pose like this, smile like that, tilt your head this way,
and put your hand on your hip, because that's how it
is.
And let me just say, forget all
of that. Be
yourself.