Mylittlesparklypinkdress

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Joined: February 26, 2011
Last Seen: 7 years
Birthday: May 1
user id: 155381
Location: P. Sherman 42. Wallaby Way, Sydney
Gender: F
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It's hard to swin
in a world so shallow
Ariana Melanie Couture ♥
16 Years Young
English, Spanish, French
Vegetarian 02.14.09
Vegan 06.17.12

Hello beautiful person reading my profile :) I like to ramble on, so this will probably be really long, just so you know.

WARNING: If you get easily offended, love PETA, think you're better than others, or try to tell me what to do move your mouse to the top right corner where you will find an X. Click that. Bye.

Still here? Yay! We are going to be best friends ♥So let us begin. I really don't have that many real friends because so many people close themselves off and all the other people are pretty much fake when you get down to it.

I know you don't know me, and I know that I don't know you but I'm here for you. I don't care who, what, where, you are, you can talk to me. I try to respond to any messages on my profile and I've made some pretty awesome friends. But I've been through a lot, more than most people know...

Why do you care so much about what "THEY" think? Hmm? Truth is, you should not because they're all stupid anyways. So you should just live the life you want to live and be with the people you want to be. Don't try to be something you're not just to make someone else happy. In the end you are going to end up hurting yourself.

I am far from perfect. I have made more mistakes than I would like to admit but just to name a few: I have attempted suicide. Several times. This includes almost running in front of a speeding car, trying to overdose on pills, and drinking excessive amounts of alcohol. Yes, I am still dealing with those problems today and the only reason I am getting better is because I have a support system. My friends and God.

I can't write down why I started to do any of the stuff in the last paragraph. If I did, someone would be in jail, but if you bother or care to know what's the matter with me, just ask. I'll always ask if you're okay too ♥

SIDENOTE: I'm a vegan, I'm 16, and I'm a devoted Catholic. No, I don't plan on telling you why you shouldn't eat meat. No, I don't plan on telling you how stupid and immiature you are because I probably am too. And no, I'm not going to try and convert you.

I like this guy. He is way out of my league and I have no idea what to do. If you have any advice, let me know ♥

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Quotes by Mylittlesparklypinkdress



In two days, it will be two months since my best friend chose to end his life. I don't know how to get through the day on nights like this. All I can think about is you, and what you would say and do if you were here right now. 

Honestly, not many of you are going to read this.

But it get's better.

Over a year ago I almost commited suicide, it was November 2012. Thinking back, if I would have gone through with it, I would never have been able to get better. I would have never been able to be happy, truly happy. I would have never met the amazing people who I call my family.

Put down the blade.

Put down the pills.

Put down the nails.

Put down the glass.

Put down the boiling water.

Put down whatever it is you want to hurt yourself and breathe.

Take a moment to picture yourself happy, in the future-- and make it happen.
I just want to cry right now even though I'm with my so called best friends
I know my friends care but I just want to disappear. I want to be numb. I don't want to feel anything anymore.
I've forced myself to stop thinking of you all the time...but whenever I do think of you the memories come flooding back and I miss you all over again.
Why do I still have such strong feelings for you?
I wish things could go back to he way they used to be.
I never thought of myself as a sluut or whoore but now, that's all I see myself as...

I'm worthless.
It makes me feek worthless to know that I wasn't worth more than a night of making out... Thanks.
I'm just a one night stand.
He was supposed to be a good guy.
He was supposed to be the one who was different.
He was supposed to be the one who truly cared.
He wasn't supposed to be another one night stand.