Mylittlesparklypinkdress

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Joined: February 26, 2011
Last Seen: 1 decade
Birthday: May 1
user id: 155381
Location: P. Sherman 42. Wallaby Way, Sydney
Gender: F
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It's hard to swin
in a world so shallow
Ariana Melanie Couture ♥
16 Years Young
English, Spanish, French
Vegetarian 02.14.09
Vegan 06.17.12

Hello beautiful person reading my profile :) I like to ramble on, so this will probably be really long, just so you know.

WARNING: If you get easily offended, love PETA, think you're better than others, or try to tell me what to do move your mouse to the top right corner where you will find an X. Click that. Bye.

Still here? Yay! We are going to be best friends ♥So let us begin. I really don't have that many real friends because so many people close themselves off and all the other people are pretty much fake when you get down to it.

I know you don't know me, and I know that I don't know you but I'm here for you. I don't care who, what, where, you are, you can talk to me. I try to respond to any messages on my profile and I've made some pretty awesome friends. But I've been through a lot, more than most people know...

Why do you care so much about what "THEY" think? Hmm? Truth is, you should not because they're all stupid anyways. So you should just live the life you want to live and be with the people you want to be. Don't try to be something you're not just to make someone else happy. In the end you are going to end up hurting yourself.

I am far from perfect. I have made more mistakes than I would like to admit but just to name a few: I have attempted suicide. Several times. This includes almost running in front of a speeding car, trying to overdose on pills, and drinking excessive amounts of alcohol. Yes, I am still dealing with those problems today and the only reason I am getting better is because I have a support system. My friends and God.

I can't write down why I started to do any of the stuff in the last paragraph. If I did, someone would be in jail, but if you bother or care to know what's the matter with me, just ask. I'll always ask if you're okay too ♥

SIDENOTE: I'm a vegan, I'm 16, and I'm a devoted Catholic. No, I don't plan on telling you why you shouldn't eat meat. No, I don't plan on telling you how stupid and immiature you are because I probably am too. And no, I'm not going to try and convert you.

I like this guy. He is way out of my league and I have no idea what to do. If you have any advice, let me know ♥

Rolemodels:
SelenaGomez, DemiLovato, TaylorSwift, LadyGaga, ArianaGrande, ZaynMalik, NiallHorran, LouisTomlinson, LiamPayne, HarryStyles, JustinBieber, JennaMarbles, Kingsley, BettyWhite, MotherTheresa, PrincessDiana, MailynMonroe, JulietCapulet(Romeo&Juliet), Creature(Frankenstein), HesterPrynne(TheScarletLetter), KatnissEverdeene(TheHungerGames), CatValentine(Victorious), AliceCullen(Twilight), AthenaCary, BridgetColleen, JohnMichael, MarcRaphael, NatashaRoxanne
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Quotes by Mylittlesparklypinkdress

I love tumblr, but every time I see pictures of skinny girls with no belly far I get jealous. Why can't I look like that? Why is it so hard?
how am I supposed to fit in with all of this plastic surgery?
I can't fit in with the girls in family. I'll never be skinny or pretty enough.

How am I supposed to fit in with my family when I can't get plastic surgery all of the time and I don't wear as much make-up as the girls in my family...
All of the beautiful women in my family have gotten plastic surgery.
Why?
To hide their insecurities.
Dear mom,

I bet you'll be happy when I'm gone. You'll be happy when I'm dead.
I don't have anyone.

My mom is always mad at me, I'll never be good enough for her.

My dad wants me to be perfect, but I'll never be smart enough.

My grandparents try to help me, but I'm not worth their energy.

My best friend is older than me, and she's probably sick of me.

I am never going to be good enough for anyone...

I just wish I was dead.
In moments like this you make me want to cut... Mom, I hate you
Goodbye great-grandma. I know you're in a better place now and that's what is going to get me through the next few weeks.
Today, September 24, 2012, at 4:03 pm, she went up to heaven and is no longer suffering.
I broke down into tears outside of one of the school buildings, several people came over and asked me if I was okay. Then, my best friend found out and imedietely drove over and picked me up, she had tissues and took me to church (we went to adoration) and a lady gave me holy water.
I was hugging the rosary she gave me so tightly it left an indent in my hand.
Grandma Isabelle, I love you. I miss you.
God? Please take care of her.
Keep her in your prayers tonight, please. And please pray for my family, mostly my grandfather because his siblings are coming into town for the funeral and they're already fighting over who gets what. 
I know you're going to see this, and I'm hoping you're still somewhat nice because I just wanted to apologize for whatever happened between us. You're a great person, hope you know that and hopefully we can still talk and not be so dang awkward... Kbye

I just sent this to him.

I think I'm finally over him.
I want to move on because you're already gone.
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