It's hard to swin
in a world so shallow ♥
Ariana Melanie Couture ♥
16 Years Young
English, Spanish, French
Vegetarian 02.14.09
Vegan 06.17.12
Hello beautiful person reading my profile :) I like to ramble on, so this will probably be really long, just so you know.
WARNING: If you get easily offended, love PETA, think you're better than others, or try to tell me what to do move your mouse to the top right corner where you will find an X. Click that. Bye.
Still here? Yay! We are going to be best friends ♥So let us begin. I really don't have that many real friends because so many people close themselves off and all the other people are pretty much fake when you get down to it.
I know you don't know me, and I know that I don't know you but I'm here for you. I don't care who, what, where, you are, you can talk to me. I try to respond to any messages on my profile and I've made some pretty awesome friends. But I've been through a lot, more than most people know...
Why do you care so much about what "THEY" think? Hmm? Truth is, you should not because they're all stupid anyways. So you should just live the life you want to live and be with the people you want to be. Don't try to be something you're not just to make someone else happy. In the end you are going to end up hurting yourself.
I am far from perfect. I have made more mistakes than I would like to admit but just to name a few: I have attempted suicide. Several times. This includes almost running in front of a speeding car, trying to overdose on pills, and drinking excessive amounts of alcohol. Yes, I am still dealing with those problems today and the only reason I am getting better is because I have a support system. My friends and God.
I can't write down why I started to do any of the stuff in the last paragraph. If I did, someone would be in jail, but if you bother or care to know what's the matter with me, just ask. I'll always ask if you're okay too ♥
SIDENOTE: I'm a vegan, I'm 16, and I'm a devoted Catholic. No, I don't plan on telling you why you shouldn't eat meat. No, I don't plan on telling you how stupid and immiature you are because I probably am too. And no, I'm not going to try and convert you.
I like this guy. He is way out of my league and I have no idea what to do. If you have any advice, let me know ♥
Rolemodels:
SelenaGomez, DemiLovato, TaylorSwift, LadyGaga, ArianaGrande, ZaynMalik, NiallHorran, LouisTomlinson, LiamPayne, HarryStyles, JustinBieber, JennaMarbles, Kingsley, BettyWhite, MotherTheresa, PrincessDiana, MailynMonroe, JulietCapulet(Romeo&Juliet), Creature(Frankenstein), HesterPrynne(TheScarletLetter), KatnissEverdeene(TheHungerGames), CatValentine(Victorious), AliceCullen(Twilight), AthenaCary, BridgetColleen, JohnMichael, MarcRaphael, NatashaRoxanne
Take the leap. Throw out your blade.
Like in the Of Mice & Men song The Great Hendowski;
"I know it's tough but please don't give up."
You're stronger than that and I promise you life is so much better without any of that.
I believe in you.
And he claimed to like someone else.
He says that things won't work out between us before anything happens. He's saying that because the month after we graduate (June 2014) he is going into the military. I hate it, I don't want him to go but I understand. He doesn't think he has any other options... he's already messed up a lot of his high school career. A few weeks ago, when he was talking to one of our mutual friends he told her that, he likes me but he doesn't think he's good enough for me. But I don't know if he was lying about liking someone else. He's been pushing me away, I think he was just leading me on this whole time. I feel like it's a break up when really, there was nothing ever there in the first place...