Mypoeticlife

Status:
Joined: September 25, 2013
Last Seen: 9 years
user id: 372262
Gender: F
I am one of those girls who everybody knows but nobody likes. I am the girl in the front of the class who is upset over a B. I play multiple instruments and multiple sports. I need a busy schedule. Not because I want one, but because I need one to take my mind off of everything else. I create stories, poems, and occasionally a song. I use them to express my feelings. So if you find most of them sad and depressing I am sorry. I am a writer even if not about the happiest things. These quotes are my life.

Quotes by Mypoeticlife

I Have Layers Like An Onion

1. Happiness
2. Numbness
3. Hatred/Pain
4. Understanding
5. Love
6. Reality
Girl: If you don't belong with us, and you don't belong with them, where do you belong?

Me: I don't.
Sitting alone on the end
cast aside by all her friends
silently wishing but not making a sound
she cannot be lost
because she has never been found
I create stories in my head. Stories too complicated to be put on paper or shared. But i cherish these stories and replay them over and over in my mind. These stories are my life.
I’m drowning
I’m dying        
Crying out all on my own               
‘Cause    
Everyone who cared is gone
When everything fails  
When you know no one cares   
I am already there        
I close my eyes
I open my mind                       
Taken to a world of love                       
I’m laughing               
I’m smiling
Hanging out with all my friends           
We’re walking 
We’re talking   
Together ‘til the world ends
I’m drowning    
I’m dying        
Crying out all on my own          
‘Cause             
Everyone who cared is gone
When everything fails  
When you know no one cares               
I am already there                    
Running away
Crying alone                
Jolted back into reality             
What’s going on?                    
What have I done wrong?
Why did you leave me?
Jolted back into reality 
Ever since I was young
I’ve been looked down upon
Cast aside because of all my flaws        
Now I’m crying over broken dreams                 
Forever alone it seems
I’m broken      
I’m shattered               
No one can fix me now            
I’m drowning  
I’m dying
Jolted back into reality
 
 
(This is a song like poem I created. Please don't hate!)
i am a terrible actress.
but a great lier.
Everyone wants to feel HAPPY

No onewants to feel PAIN

But you can't have a RAINBOW

Without any RAIN
A child of age that is almost a teen,
walks around school, nearly unseen
people would stop to whisper and giggle
while she would walk by on her way to class
she was called names like
stupid, weird, b/tch, and a$$
she cried to her mother almost every day
school was a miserable he// for her
because nobody cared enough to ask
if she was okay
as the year went on, it only got worse
she would pinch her skin until it bled
then run home after school and cry in her bed
when middle school came she was scared and shy
but she met some good friends,
all of the guys
she was called yet more names but now she had help
and to this day she has not made herself bleed
because her friends were with her
when she was in need.
Life is a journey
many choose to follow a single path
but i tend to let mine wander
wander like a deer in the forest
one moment part of a group, of friends and family
and the next, abandoned, confused, and alone
alone because of weakness
singled out by the others
because of faults only they can see
after many long hard battles, some wom, but most shamed in defeat,
you start to lose hope,
for what good is a pond without water?
You feel that evrything is lost,
that you cannot possably go on
suddenly, you see your herd!
the place where you belong
but as you are crossing the path, the last sliver of your journey,
you are struck down and killed
murdered by a monster who did not care enough to slow down
in too much of a hurry to be where they wanted to be, not where they needed to be
but even though your body lies rotting on the ground,
your journey is not over
it will continue into the next life, or mabey the one after that,
but your journey is never truely over,
until you have reached the place you belong, and the people you belong with
until then you must keep wandering.