My
secrets #10
I told you all. I told everyone. I
can recover without mental help.
Ive
been by myself every step of the way. I can smile. Its not
forced. Im far past the beginning. Im on the road to recovery. A
few words of support from some people on witty. I feel beautiful
today. I feel skinny. I feel... Happy. I missed all this. Its
been a while. Im still dealing with anorexcia. I hate looking in
the mirror. Today, I look in the mirror and to me it looks as if
ive lost 20 pounds of fat just off my stomach. Ive actually
gained weight, but im healthy now. I can eat without struggle and
I can smile while doing it. Im happy with my progress so far and
im so happy I can finally be healthy and eat when im hungry
instead of drink 500ml everytime im hungry. Im going to keep my
weight at a good number and exercise to stay healthy. Join lots
of sports and work out to get stronger. On top of all this ive
slowed down on my self harm and im slowly recovering from that
too. My cuts are turning into scars. Scars to remind me of how
much ive gone through. But also to remind me of my
recovery.
Thank
you to everyone on witty for everything, from simply favouriting
my quotes to commenting on my profile tell me that im beautiful
and to stay strong :) I love you all. Every single one of you.
Theres hope for all of you. You are all beautiful and perfect in
every single way. I couldnt have made it this far without you.
Even if youve never even read one of my quotes, I still love you.
Everything about you. I hope you can look in the mirror and smile
at yourself. And not have to force it. Thank you all for
everything.