NCLaLonde

I’m Okay…

It only hurts when I breathe.

I was lost in a world of sorrow, despair and pain... Lost in loneliness. Close to the edge, so close to falling off and ending my hurt. But you found me, you caught me, you saved me. <3 

I havent changed my tampon since last year O.o
Happy New Year(:

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If you are going to be single this Christmas :/
 

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My Volleyball Coach's sister -Joane's daughter is in 2nd grade, she has cancer. They said she wouldnt make it to Chirstmas.. Im not sure where she is right now :/
One of my closes friend's Mom had Ovarian Cancer, passed away last year. We miss her so much.
My mother has Multiple Scerlosis. She has to take her shot every Sunday, and it kills me b/c she cries almost everytime :*(
 

    People say you don’t know what you have until its gone.   
Truth is you know what you had, you
             just never thought you’d lose it.               

You’re the kind of guy who could slit my throat and with my last breath I would apologize for getting blood on your shirt. 

You think you understand, you think you know what its like to wake up and have nothing to live for, you think you can imagine feeling empty, You don’t understand. You never will.

The perfect couple [ gone ]
The first kiss [ lost ]
The car rides [ forgotten ]
My heart [ broken ]

I’m tired of trying, sick of crying, I know I’ve been smiling but inside I’ve been dying.