If you really knew
mee...
You'd know that I miss my Nana
more than anything in this world and would give
anything to have her back here with me or even see her face one
more time. You'd know that when I fall for someone, I fall
HARD. And would give everything to have that
one boy. <3 You'd know that I'm
not the most
popular girl in school and you know what, I
don't want to be. You'd know that I lovee,
hanging out with boys cause they don't start
drama and make me laugh soo hard. You'd know
that my 1 year old Godson, Brayden, means the
world to me. And he had major heart surgery when he
was only 2 days old and the doctors didn't think he was going
to make it but, thank God, he did and I am so
grateful for that. You'd know that I get in
lots of fights with my family, especially my
brother and sister, but we go on like absolutely
nothing happened. You'd know
I've had lots of problems with finding out who my true
friends were for the past three years but, I have a few
really great close friends and one best friend,
Kaylee, who has been practically my sister
since 3rd grade even though we get into our stupid little PMS
stages, hahaa. You'd know that I am jealous of all those cute
couples and think they are adorable. You'd know that I might
not be the nicest person but, only
to people who don't deserve anyone to be nice
to them. If you're nice to me, then I'm nice to you. You
would know that people agervate me reallyy easily and I don't
find it funny. You'd know that I do take things seriously even
if people are joking cause if you weren't serious, then why
would you say it? You'd know that I spend more time at my
cousin's house more than my own
and they are honestly my second family and they
call me their "adopted daughter". You
would know that I make lots of stupid decisions and
usually regret them later. It's mostly the things I
didn't say that I regret the most. You would know that
6th grade was the best year of my
life for many reasons and all I ever talk about is how I want to go
back to 6th grade so badly.You'd know that I love my two cats
Mickey and Shailey so much..lol.
And I love my mom with all my heart even if we do
have stupid fights. You'd know that me and
my dad fight a lot and he annoys me so bad and no
matter how mad I get, I do love him.You'd know
that I'm definitely not the prettiest or
anything and I do get jealous of those beautiful
girls. You'd know that my life may not be
"perfect" but...."I'm
in love alright, with my crazy beautiful
life."