hi, i'm natalie. & i read your quote. & i have something to say, here i go. 1st "bestfriends" come and go, but if she was your real bestfriend, she wouldn't have done that. sometimes you just have to be careful who you trust. you'll find another bestfriend, a better one. 2nd everything happens for a reason, my great-grandmother got alzimers ( i don't know how to spell it :x ) just go and thank her for everything she's done for you. And if she does pass away, she'll be in a better place, without any pain. 3rd, guys are dicks. he doesn't deserve you, because you are beautiful. & you're not just some other . you should end the relationship, you'll feel much better. but i'm not forcing you to do anything. 4th everyone goes to family problems. it's a part of life. but when you & your mom do make up, you guys will be closer than before. i'm sure of it. hold on beautiful, it gets better.
ALL OF WITTY CARES ABOUT YOU. you may think you are just one person, but you mean the world to people, your parents, your bestfriend, your friends. they care about you .. don't give up .. PLEASE.
i see your suicide quotes, & i can honestly tell you that i see myself. i was right were you're standing? but seriously? kill yourself over it. think about it. when you take the pills, or hang yourself you don't get a second choice. it's over. life is a beautiful gift. & you should enjoy it.