You don't want to know the real me.
You want to know the sugar-coated lies I'm expected to spit out.
my life is perfect, a fairytale you could say.
follow these three simple rules and yours could be too:
there's a reason
everything is connected
t h e r e ' s a w a y
(i've been doing things in 3's it's very zen)
& h e a v y h a r t s ;
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xoxo.
Your not the same boy i fell in love with. Your changing and its scaring me. We yell more than talk and pretend rather than be real. I want the true you back, before everything happened. I could tell you im in love with you but you wont budge. Maybe this will be our final downfall. Things arnt always what they seem.