NeverShoutGretchy

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Logan and I broke up today. It was kind of sudden, and awful. I cried, a lot. My heart hurts. I'm in love with him, and losing him is the worst thing that has ever happened in my life. 
He spent so much time and money on me, and I feel like it all went to crap. I feel like we ripped each other's hearts out of our chests, and chucked them in a blender and just shredded them to bits. It's torture, I need him.
He gave me a promise ring, on December 26, 2011. A Christmas/6 month present. It would have been 9 months on March 27. We came so, so close.
The presents he gave me will never leave me. I  have the teddy bear from Valentine's Day right next to me, the ring on my left ring finger, still, and the necklace proudly around my neck. 
I will NOT delete the pictures off my Facebook, I will NOT takes the songs out of my playlists. I refuse to forget him. I refuse to let the memory of our love slip out of my reach. I know I'll have him back soon, hopefully. 
I love you. I'm sorry. 

KONY 2012
STOP THIS
SICK MAN.
SPREAD THE
WORD AND
HELP TO STOP
HIM! 
STOP JOSEPH KONY
4/20/12

I remember,

a girl in my grade died in a car crash a couple years ago. I remember how devastated everyone was, it was so awful... People made Like pages on Facebook, Groups on Facebook, we even wrote on her locker at school, all of us. I remember logging on to Facebook after her death and seeing "People You May Know- Jasmil Jimenez" and being like,"Ummm.. what?" She didn't have a Facebook. I added the poser and one of the statuses read "I'm so glad my mom got us internet up in Heaven." and a bunch of other crap. They were claiming they were the REAL girl that had died. I messaged them, everyone did. We reported them... ugh, it was awful. It makes me wonder why ANYONE would do that. SHE DIED FOR NO GOOD REASON. She was only TWELVE or THIRTEEN YEARS OLD! How could someone be SO IMMATURE to do such a thing?! Thankfully, the Facebook got deleted and everything went back to the way it was before. I never did find out who made that Facebook...

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