Status: green dipdye byebye
Joined: August 30, 2012
Last Seen: 6 years
Birthday: March 24
user id: 328375
Location: Mosh pit doe
Gender: F

Quotes by NeverStopBelieving

(n.) lit. "cloud-walker"; one who lives in
the cloudsof their own imagination or
dreams, or one who does now obey the
conventions of society, literature or art
I am the ocean
I am the sea
There is a world inside me.
You Guys Warned Me...
You told me I shouldn't. You told me I would hate myself.
I ignored you. 
I cut. Again and again. And again.
I'm sorry, you were right.

Sometimes I ask myslef why your my friend..
Oh yeah thats right. I have no friends.

Missing Him.
Chapter 2

I went through my bag till I found my phone and headphones, I put my headphones in and tured it up as high as it could go.
I decided to go to the park and just go on the swings for a bit. When I got there I saw David. He was Marks bestfriend, we haven't talked since the funeral. I went and sat on the swing next to his"Hey Katie"
"Hi" I mummbeled trying not to look him in the eye.
"So how've youu been lately?" 
"Yeah, good." I gulped trying to hold back the tears.
"Do you miss M-"
"Of course I miss him! How could I not?!" Now that he said his name out loud I couldn't hold it in any longer. I feel to the floor and cried.
"I-I'm sorry," David jumped off his swing and put his arm round me. "Lets get you home" He helped me up and walked me to my door, by the time we got there I'd stopped crying "Do you urr wanna come in?" 
"Sure" He beemed at me and sat on the sofa with a thud.
I came and sat next to him, "Katie?"
"Yeah?" I said kinda smiling
"I need to tell you something."
He didn't say a word but he kissed me and I kissed him back.
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So today my best guy friend asked me 
if I was okay. I said yes, 
even though I felt like crying.
He told me he knew I wasn't and 
that he was there for me 
and then hugged me.
Why can't every boy be like this?



Missing Him.
Chapter 1

I woke up screaming and in a cold sweat. I realised I was dreaming about Mark again. The day he died. I looked at the clock and cried for a while. It was pretty early but I decided to get up anyway. I looked in the mirror.
God, I looked so bad, my skin was pale, well more pale than normal anyway, and my long black hir was all scruffy, even my bright green eyes didn't look the same anymore. I walked out of my room and went downstairs to make myslef breakfast. I don't know why though. I hardly ever felt hungry. So I just decided to get dressed any maybe take a walk before school. I went back upstairs and bushed my hair so it went natural and straight then tied it up in a messy ponytail. I pulled on some blue skinny jeans, a grey jumper type top, my black leather jacket and my studded boots. Then  I slowly picked up the silver heart locket that Mark bought me  and hung it round my neck my eyes almost teared up again thinking about him but I took a deep breath and held in the tears.
Katies outfit:
I walked down the stai
rs and picked up my black school bag and flung it round my shoulder. 
Here we go I whispered to myself as I walked out the door and quietly closed it
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Missing Him.

Hey, I'm Katie Ameral. 16 almost 17 now. 
It's been two years since my Fiance Mark died. 
He was in a car accident that put him in a coma for a year.
 When the doctors told me he was never comming out of that coma 
my whole world broke down. I didn't talk to anyone for a few months.
Everyday is a struggle to get out of bed. Knowing that I won't see him. 
Knowing that I can't touch him, kiss him, feel his warm breath on my kneck,
Ever again.
Since Mark died of become depressed a lot and I spend most of my time alone in my room. I also started to cut. Sometimes I feel like no one gets how I feel. Mark was special to me. He was mine, he could've had any girl, but he chose me. I miss him every second of every day.
I have a few friends, Chris, Hannah, Olivia and Gary.
I'm only really close to Olivia and Chris.
I live in London with my mum and sister Jill.
Mums never home cause she works so hard, ever since dad left 5 years ago all she does is work. Jill, well Jill is 20 and still living at home shes a great sister though I can always talk to her about anything. She doesn't go to uni, shes never really been the smartest apple in the tree but shes my sister and I love her.
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So my mum got me my cereal this morning & this is how it went
Me: *takes a bite of the cereal* Omg theres something wrong with this. MUMM! 
Mum: What?!
Me: What did you put in first the cereal or the milk? 
Mum: Does it matter?
Me: Just tell me woman.
Mum: The milk why?
Mum: Well then I put the cereal in first.
Never letting her pour my cereal again. -_-