Never_understood

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If i wasn't here tomorrow would any body care? -skillet

I hate you when your gone
I hate you turn me on
I hate the need when i dont where you are
I loved you even more
When i found you on the floor
I know you think you hate me but i will always hate you more.
-sickpuppies

 
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Just feelin like life is sometimes too much for my soul. I fee llike everytime i take three steps forward. I fall five steps back. So what's th epoint of walking of all i'm doing is hurting myslef. I mean i desevre love. I deserve everything that comes my way. But i know im not worthy for it. I know it some bs you reading but i say what's on m y mind. i am depressed, but i know my depression is getting way better then the way i used to be. i feel stupid for falling for those things i know i can't reach but i couldn't helpmyself and look what happened. i was no pity and i am xxx10emo1019xxx so whatever. I AM DIAGNOSED WITH CLINICAL DEPRESSION... and i dont know what to do anymore... whatever...
 
 

 
























































































Sometimes i wish...
 
I could escape this hell and every time i do, it haunts me like a
zombie in the middle of the night in a dark abyss. Sometimes i wish i didn't have 
those thought that haunt me in the dead of the night. I wish i could sleep in peace 
without hearing my parents fighting, or just being about to go out without being
protected from those who are after my family, or stop watching my friends die onr by
one by the hands of those who want revenge, or maybe escape my family from this
on goin feud, or maybe not here the bunch of chit about the
mystery of how my bestf riend died, when i know the truth because
i was there, and saw it there's too much to explain
. Sometime i pray to god just to 
take me earlier, and cry because i wake up to see another day. Sometimes i wish
i could tell my mom how i feel, but every time i do she says what im saying isn't true. 
Some times i wish i wasn't such a baby and just kill myself already, i wish that i could
just drive a knife into my hard. but im afraid of the consequences. Something i wish my
smiles were true. Sometimes just isn't enough. I know i can make it. I just have to keep trying.
It's getting harder but i know i can make it. I'm almost to the end of the tunnel. 
Maybe i can bare this pain alittle more. If i can do it.. maybe you can too...











i do this out oof love.... that i've never gotten

 

Quotes by Never_understood


Sometimes i wish
 

DO YOU REMEMEBER?

WUTANG
ICECREAM AND CAKE 
SPONGEBOB
SOLDIER BOY
LEAN WID IT ROCK WID IT
CHICKEN NOODLE SOUP
LAFFY TAFFY
UH OH ( BEYONCE)
HARLEM SHAKE
VIBRATION
CRISS CROSS
WALK IT OUT
1 2 STEP
POP LOCK AND DROP IT
DONT MAKE ME KILL
DA PERCALATOR
TOOT DAT
TOM AND JERRY (DANCE)
SALT PEPPER KETCHUP AND HOTSAUCE
HANDS UP THUMBS DOWN
TOTE IT
CHA CHA SLIDE
CUPID SHUFFLE
....MORE



THUMBS UP IF YOU REMEMEBER
YOUR CHILDHOOD AND MISS IT AS MUCH AS I DO

That Awkwardmoment when..


Your trying to look cool infront of a guy so you take out your phone and pretend your talking to someone... 
and then your phone rings.... 


 

if i wasn't here



 

tomorrow



 

would anybody care...


 

  No I'm not the prettiest  girl 
No  I'm  not  the  nicest   girl
 No  I'm  not  the  coolest  girl
No I'm  not  the  easiest  girl
   No  I'm  not  the  coverup girl

 

But who are you to judge.