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as i sit here on the floor
with your black hat on
while listening to a song that reminds me of you
i realize we had a fight and it's never gunna be the same!

i am always reminded that you are there
a n d </3 i t </3  k i l l s </3 m e!</3

i miss him
even though
he's standing
right next to me!
i know he won't alwayys be there!
I MISS HIM</3

i know i [ can't ] see you anymore.
i know that you miss me even if you don't admit it.
Im telling you i miss you too.
you'll _n^e_v^e_r know it, but i [ can't ] get over you!
i _try to, but ^kowing i [ can't ] see you makes me want you more!

credit: me!

IM at xohxmyyxjonasx OR xxcanxyouxdiexx

once you say you love someone
you love them forever
right?
apparetnly not!
he said he loved me, but am i still with him?
NO!
[[but he would never know i meant it when i said it!]]

Stage Fright:
it's a part of life for the shy people [[like me]]
for some, its nothing!
i wish i had the guts to get up in front of 3,000 people and sing or dance!
stage fright is one struggle everyone must overcome!
it's harder for some and some it just comes naturally.

in these few years of my life,
i have been pushed down.
i have made many mistakes .
my friends have been their to help me through these times.
i have been through so much,
and you have no clue how hard i've work to be where i am now
which is not far at all compared to certain people i know!
i wish i could be what i'm not
it's never gunna happen, but i just wish!
11:11 does work
and we arent in a fairy tale
 where wishes on shooting stars come true.

credit:me!

the pain is unbearable between us. 
and i can't get over it. 
it's like i'm falling thrity tousand stories and then hitting the concrete ground.</3

full credit:me

do you know what it feels like to be ^suddenly pushed away by the one you like?
it hurts and you get upset and you never wanna forgive them.
but you know you _have to and you can't stay mad at them forever.
it just seems like there's nothing you can do to stop the pain that you feel inside.
you have to get over it...even though you know you will ^never recover</3

full credit:me