polaroidmgc*

Status: Just a little bit better. Just a tiny bit worse.
Joined: February 19, 2012
Last Seen: 9 years
user id: 275612
Location: Somewhere in Neverland. Waiting for their security to carry me out of their tour van...
Gender: F
Don't follow your dreams until you find out where they take you.

Quotes by polaroidmgc*

| I Hear the water, rushing down the waterfall,adding to the serenity. I feel the cool but not noticable summer breeze that reminds me of you. I breathe in the fresh air and take in my surroundings, I miss you so much that I have made myself beleive that your still here. Some call me crazy, they just don't know what it feels like to be in your arms. If only they knew, if only they knew my story. They judge me too quickly. They know my name,not my story. So much lies behind my face of pale, distorted broken dreams and hopeless wishes. Behind all that lies an untold story that will remain to be silenced by peoples ability not to judge a book by its cover, in my case, a torn, tattered, worn out cover. If only they knew.... |
IN SOME..
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place there was a dream. No one knew who dreamt it, for it was a small dream. The little dream thought "I dont want to vanish like this. How can I make people see me?" The little dream thought and came up with an idea. "I'll let people stray into me and they can create their own world".

The first ALICE was brave and strong, her eyes feiry red. Sword in hand, she entered WONDERLAND. She cut down everything in her path, with a red trail following behind. ALICE was deep inside the woods, locked forever as a sinner. If it weren't for the red trail, no one would even know that she had even existed.

The second ALICE, blue and tame, sang song in WONDERLAND. His song began to change, sang with madness and dispair, he produced a crazy world. This new ALICE was like a rose, and was shot by a madman. A single rose, left stained with red, and everyone loved him as they watched him die.

The Third ALICE was a little green girl, very dear and cute in WONDERLAND. She charmed everyone in WONDERLAND to her every call. She created a strange, green world. This ALICE became the Queen, taken over by a distorted dream. Fear of death slowly drove her insane. She forever is watching over WONDERLAND.

During this, 2 children followed the path which was left red. They had a tea party under blue roses. They recieved an invitation from the castle. It was the Ace of Hearts.

(c)SomeInfinities 2014.
The Forth ALICE were 2 twins, curiosity filled their minds. They made there way through WONDERLAND without any slight of fear. Going through open doors, they simply ended up here. Older sister, stubborn and beautiful, brother intelligent and wise. They drew near to the first ALICE.
They have not woken from their dream, as they wonder hand in hand.
Trapped together, lost forever,
here in WONDERLAND
I've spent the last few days looking over some of your quotes. I realised how truly amazing you guys are. I mean seriously, some of you are amazing writers. I did say I was leaving, and that's true. So I wanted to give a proper goodbye.
You guys meant, and still do mean the world to me.
You are so special-
NEVER FORGET THESE THINGS.
Life may pick you up by the throat and throw you a mile across the room.
It can be so tough.
Some days you just think 'why the flying heck am I still breathing'
but you need to remember that you are breathing because god wants you to be here.
So do so many other people. So many people love you and want to help you.
So many people think about you every day and dream about you and wish the best for you.

It's so hard to watch you do anything bad to yourself if you're one of these people.
TRUST ME.
I have sat and watched people I truly love, hurt themselves and slip away.
Don't do that.
You will truly regret it the second they are gone.
You guys are amazing.
You're beautiful, inspiring, talented, creative, loving, and most of all
YOU ARE SPECIAL TO ME.

I am so thankful for what the Witty community have done for me over the years.
It's a community that I am so proud to be a part of.
I always will be proud of what I've done on here, and I will always be proud of what you guys do every day.
Please, don't forget about me.
I love you.
Thankyou SO much.
Huge hugs,
Kit
xxxxxxx
- Is this goodbye?
Hi guys. Sorry for such a long post with no warning, but I really just need to get this out, so maybe someone, anyone, can understand. All it can do is help. Because as cliche as it sounds, I have nothing to lose. A few months ago, the sky grew darker. This happened because we lost a star. That stars name was Jak. I lost somebody I never knew I needed. The thought of us spending months, even years on end not talking, brings me so much pain. That's mostly because it happened. He was my band buddy. All through grade 7, 8 and 9(mostly 7 and 8). He understood me like noone else did. Then in about May-June grade 9, I lost my mum. Another person I thought I could live without, but I clearly became a messier mess after her departure from this decayed planet. I was devestated. My mum was the type of woman who would lead me one way, knowing I would stray towards the other. She would force me to go to school when she could. I went to school a few days after this happened, and Jak, being who he is, came and asked the obvious 20 questions; Where were you. What happened. What's up with ya Kohl girll. I couldn't answer. He was just too.. I can't describe Jak as anything but Jak. He was his own kind of perfection, in the least perfect ways possible. As it does, news travelled fast. Word got around the school faster than I could process it myself, and the hate came faster than I could take. It was too many emotions. Some of them so new to me, that I couldn't keep up. Why had all these people of which I'd never dealt with before suddenly come out of the woodwork and added in their 50 cents to this bank of pain. Back to Zak, he was being himself. That's what hurts. Because I did this, whatever the actual heck this is and is becoming, over him. Being him. I don't even know what happened. I think he changed, but I guess that was on me. Zak and I haven't spoken for over 12 months. How I am still here? Oh just ask the saviours who hide out on this website, oh and Tam. But it's not enough. It was just enough to get me to wherever I am. But not enough to save me. I don't know where to go. I know there is a place for everybody but what if I left my place and will never find my way back. I wouldn't call this a goodbye, but I'm going to stop writing quotes.. So thankyou for the two years that I have been able to enjoy on here. Thanks for the memories, the laughs, the good times, the good vibes, the friends and most certainly, thankyou for taking me this far. It's been fun I guess......
Nobody is perfect. I might even go as far as saying that nobody is special. Sure, maybe some people have an amazing talent, or good looks. However, in the long run, we're all just doomed. All destined to the same gory, horrible ending. Death. Ultimately, we should all be wishing for things like immortality. Because we have much worse things to worry about than you. So stop typing, put the phone down. Get real.


"And I thought about how many people have loved those songs. And how many people got through a lot of bad times because of those songs. And how many people enjoyed good times with those songs. And how much those songs really mean. I think it would be great to have written one of those songs. I bet if I wrote one of them, I would be very proud. I hope the people who wrote those songs are happy. I hope they feel it’s enough. I really do because they’ve made me happy. And I’m only one person”

everyone’s grandparents seem to have really cute stories of how they met, and like my grandparents met when my grandma was running away from police during a protest and she jumped on the back of my grandads motorcycle and just screamed “DRIVE FiCKING DRIVE”
 This may get 1 like or this may get 100. I don't care as long as it helps one person.
I just want you to know that everything will be okay. I know you’re in a hard place right now where you think that maybe harming yourself or killing yourself is the only solution. But I promise you, there are other ways you can cope and there are reasons for you to stay on this earth.

Self harming isn’t going to solve the problem/s nor will it make you feel any better. I know you get a sense of release/punishment but it’s not going to help in the long run.
Remind yourself that every time you feel the urge to self-harm that it’s just a thought. You DO NOT have to act upon it.
Self-harming will affect you emotionally, physically and mentally. It will only help for about 5 minutes. Then something else can happen to trigger the feeling again.

Alternatives without harming yourself:
Holding/squeezing ice. Splashing your face with water. Getting a rubber band and snapping it against your skin (this could hurt, though it’s better than other ways that people usually choose to self-harm). Take a hot shower or bath. Eat something sour. It will take your mind of the urge. (Lemon, sour lollies) Massage where you want to self-harm. Get a red pen or red paint and draw/paint over where you usually self-harm. Remind yourself as to why you shouldn’t do it. (Scars, harms organs, blood lose, leave memories etc…) Describe what you are feeling. (Is the urge/pain in your chest, fists, legs, arms, head).



Killing yourself will not help. It is not a solution.For whatever reason you are thinking about killing yourself, it is temporary and you can get help.
I know you probably think no one cares, you think you can’t handle the situation you are in or you feel helpless and alone.
But I want to remind you everything is temporary
You have your whole life ahead of you. You have so many more years that you can accomplish things in.
For example;

Having a family. Getting married. To watch the sun rise. To watch the sun set. To save someone else’s life. Finish school. Get your dream job. To laugh. To smile. To go camping. Travel to new places. To wake up every morning to the person you love. Friends. Family. To keep that promise you made. To accomplish a goal. To meet your idle. To listen to new music. Theme parks. Video games. Chocolate. To be able to look back and say “I made it”.

Just a reminder; what you are going through is temporary.

In case you need to hear this:

You are loved. You are wanted. You are needed. You are beautiful. You are handsome. You are important. You are not alone. You are okay. You are strong. You are worth it. You are smart. You are not a failure. You are useful. You are going to be okay.

I’m always here for you. I’ll try my best to help and make you smile.
You deserve to be happy and you deserve to know that you are not alone and there are people that can help.

  My dance style ranges from white dad at a barbecue to pole dancer whose rent is due tomorrow.
Great pain only comes from great memories
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