NicholeRazorBlade

Love Stinks

Roses are red
Violets are blue
has your heart ever been broken in 2

Black and Red
are such great colors
when it was spread from one heart to another

Life is a sickness
we can't explain
like a drug
filled with pain

tears fall from my eyes
thinking it didn't happen
but when I saw your face
I knew I had to imagine

People, Places, Things
all remind me of you
I just can't help thinking
how you tore my heart in 2

2 will become 1
in about a week
I found someone new
that is not so weak

Life is a game you play
just like Jeopardy, Monopoly
or a Jig Saw Game
when you find the right one it will stay the same

How am I suppose to show my feelings
when every thing is new
my old memorys surround me
with a picture of you

a picture of you circles my head
all day and night
hoping its just a dream
because it gives me a fright

your face makes me
want to scream
my life is just a dream
as tears run throw my eyes
I had a scream...
..dream..
...scream

Its just a dream
as I wake up
the true nightmare begins
just wait, you'll see hopefully

Part #2

Hopefully it isn't true
the things I learn about you
learn, learn that's all I ever do
when is there ever time for me and you

when ever I see your face
you give me such disgrace
but when I need someone close
your the one I need the most

the most out of all my day
the voice that gives me praise
your the one I have to say
is some what losing me everyday

losing me is your worst fear
because when I am gone
no one near
do you feel that fear

I felt that when you hurt me
why can't I just see
you don't belong with me
do you see?

That's maybe the truth
but when your near
all I can do is shed tears
why can't you just disappear

out of my head
out of my face
no where near
no where in place

you think you can come back
straight into my life
thinking it didn't happen
boy, I knew you had to imagine

you think your all that
the boss of me
a drama queen
boy, you better think again

just go away
haven't you caused enough pain
I wish for it rain
rain away the pain

I would live happier,
safer, more free
than ever before
for you to be gone and be no more

the pain, the hate
just won't go away
as long as your here
nothing ever will

so for now
I'll live with the pain
until yesterday
you were just a give away

everything I gave you
I want everything back but you
nothing can erase you
why is that a problem to you

you make it rain tear drops
when you near
everything surrounds me
surrounds me with fear

the fear you cause when you near
the fear you cause when your far
nothing can stop us here
until I reach the stars

I am missing my real life
so get over your despite
you are the one
I have to say
is out of my star light
forever in a gaze
forever out of sight

 

True words and feelings from a girl who experienced it all love, heartbreak, to facing the facts, and everything else in this stupid fanasty/material world. Peotry I feel is the only way to express my true self and interbeing. I find stuff out the hard way, like many people in this world, but I am not like anyone else in this world because I am a independent, extraordinary, one of a kind person and !!! I AM POETRY!!! and poetry in ME.