Nicolaa_x

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Hello, I'm Nicola :)
 

And yeah, I suppose I'm just like every other witty girl. I'm a teenager, I want the boy who doesn't notice me, I complain all day everyday.

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'Take my picture HOLLYWOOD  I         w a nt   t o   b e   a   STAR!'


Lady Gaga<3



 
Cross Off the Things You Have Done - Simples.

Graduated high school
Kissed Someone
Smoked a cigarette
Got so drunk you passed out
Rode in a police car for something you didn't do
Rode every ride at an amusement park
Collected something really stupid
Gone to a rock concert

Help someone
Gone fishing
Watched four movies in one night
Gone long periods of time 
without sleep
Lied to someone
Snorted cocaine
Failed a class
Dealt drugs
Been in a car accident
Been in a tornado
Done hard drugs
Watched someone die
-Been at a funeral-
Ran a marathon

Cried yourself to sleep
Spent over $200 in one day
Flown on a plane
Cheated on someone
Been cheated on

Written a 10 page letter

Gone skiing
Been sailing
Cut yourself on accident
Had a best friend
Lost someone you loved

Shoplifted something
Been to jail
Dangerously close to being in jail
Skipped school
Skipped class
Had detention
Got in trouble for something you didn't do

Stolen books from the library
Gone to a different country
Dropped out of school
Been in a mental hospital
Been treated in a mental hospital

Watched the “Harry Potter” movies
Had an online diary
Fired a gun
Had a yard sale
Had a lemonade stand
Actually made money at the lemonade stand

Been in a school play
Been fired from a job
Taken a lie detector test
Swam with dolphins
Gone to sea world

Voted for someone on a reality TV show
Written poetry
Read more than 20 books a year

Written over a 30 page essay
Gone to Europe

Loved someone you shouldn't have
Befriended someone you shouldn't have
Used a coloring book over age 12

Had surgery
Had stitches
Taken a taxi

Seen the Washington Monument
Had more than 5 IM’s/online conversations going at once
Overdosed
Had a drug or 
alcohol problem
Been in a fist fight
Relative to someone with a serious alcohol/drug problem

Gone surfing in California
Had a hamster

Pet a wild animal
Used a 
credit card

Did “spirit day” at school
Dyed your hair
Got a tattoo

Had something pierced
Got straight As
Been on the honor roll

Kn
own someone with HIV or AIDS

Its been 12 days since he left me.


12 days since I've heard his voice; felt his warm touch; heard his sarcasm; seen those eyes.

12 days of feeling numb; depressed; fake; heart-broken; exhausted; anxious; scared; grief; lost.

12 days since my best friend left me; I could say I was honestly happy.


My daddy passed away on 04/02/11. It was the worst day of my life. He was really really sick for 5 years after being diagnosed with cancer. In the summer time, we were told he had a few weeks, but he fought on. It wasn't until December that he realized just how sick he was, when he was put into a hospice over Christmas. He didn't even get to come home for Christmas. I remember going to see him on Christmas morning and I can honestly say I was so shocked at how my father was. After New Year things started to look up. He was back to himself, but growing very thin and weak. On the second day of February, I went out of town for a school trip. On the first night, I was really sick, I didn't know why because I couldn't eat so it wasn't the food that made me sick. I just knew I had to go home. I was allowed to leave the following morning. My auntie picked me up and me stopped at McDonalds for a bite to eat. When I finally got home I just wanted to go to bed but my mum told me we had to go to my dads house, by this stage I was crying because I had such a sore stomach. I agreed to go. When we got down to his house, it was full with people and I had no idea why. All kinds of thoughts were going through my head. We were told to go upstairs and when we walked into the room I nearly collapsed. He was lieing in bed, staring at the ceiling, his eyes half open. He couldn't talk but he could hear us and he occasionally made little noises. We told him we loved him so much and kissed his head. It was so hard seeing my sisters cry, I was crying too. Then the nurse came up to do something so we had to leave. We went back down stairs and my mum talked to some people while me and my two sisters sat in the living room in a daze. We couldn't believe it. I felt really sick, still and had to run to the bathroom to be sick, my mum followed me and took us home I could go to bed. My mum woke me up at 7:30 the next morning. She told me my daddy had passed away, it was so weird because I already knew somehow but I hadn't been talking to anyone but her. We went to his house and everyone was hugging me and telling me it would be all right and this just made me more upset. When I went upstairs, he looked so peaceful, he was finally at rest. The funeral was awful, I cried the whole way through it. When the coffin was being lowered, that's when it really hit me. My daddy was gone. I was literally sobbing and I felt like I was gonna faint. After the funeral I met some of my friends and cried to them, they reassured me they were always there for me no matter what and I feel blessed to have such great friends. Now 12 days after his passing, things just don't feel real. It's like everything is a dream or a nightmare and I'm just waiting to wake up. I miss my daddy so much but I know he is in a better place now. I love and miss you so much Daddy ♥



RIP Daddy. I love you x

IF YOUR LIFE WAS A MOVIE, WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE? 

So, here's how it works: 
1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, ETC.) 
2. Put it on shuffle 
3. Press play 
4. For every question, type the song that's playing a
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button 
6. Don't lie and try to pretend your cool... 

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Opening Credits: Christina Aguilera - Beautiful
Waking Up: Sean Kingston ft. Justin Bieber - Eenie Meanie
First Day of School: B.O.B, Eminem & Hayley Williams - Airplanes
Falling in Love: Ne-Yo - So Sick
Fight Song: Taylor Swift - Breath
Breaking Up: All Time Low - Weightless
Studying/Working: Eminem - On Fire
Life: Walt Disney - Once Upon A December
Mental Breakdown: Ne-Yo - Mad
Sunny Day: Will.I.Am ft. Nicki Ninaj - Check It Out
Rainy Day: Lady Gaga ft. Beyoncé - Telephone
Party/Dance Music: Eminem ft. Lil Wayne - No Love
Driving: Lady Gaga - Pokerface
Sleeping/Dreaming: Rihanna - California King Bed
Nightmares: The Killers - Mr.Brightside
Flashback: Swedish House Mafia ft. Tinie Tempah - Miami 2 Ibiza
Wedding day: Mike Posner - Please Don't Go
Birth of a child: Eminem - 25 to Life
Final Battle: Ke$ha - We R Who We R
Death Scene: Paramore - Misery Business
Funeral Song: Beyoncé - Ave Maria
End Credits: Miley Cyrus - The Climb

I think it'd be worth watching :o

Music Quiz

Put your music player shuffle.

For each question, press the next button to get your answer.

YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
 

1. IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?
Cinderella Man

 

2. HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
I'm Yours

 

3. WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
  Fallen Angel

 

4. HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Romans Revenge

5. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Better than revenge

6. WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
Hold My Hand

7. WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Starry Eyed

 

8. WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Broken Hearted Girl

 

9. WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
I'm Going Through Changes

 

10. WHAT IS 2 + 2?
You Belong With Me

 

11. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Tied Together With A Smile

 

12. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Monster

13. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Sexy B•tch

14. WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
 Breath Slow

15. WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Raise Your Glass

 

16. WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Chasing Cars

17. WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
In The Ayer

18. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
Bad Romance

 

19. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Back To December

 

20. WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
Won't Back Down

21. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Billionaire 

:)

I'm afraid of 12 out of 72 common fears
 

[] the dark
[x] staying single forever
[] being a parent
[] giving birth
[] being myself in front of others.
[] open spaces
[] closed spaces
[] heights
[] dogs---big dogs only.
[] birds
[] fish
[x] spiders
[] flowers or other plants
[x] being touched
[] fire
[] deep water
[] snakes
[] silk
[] the ocean
[] failure
[] success
[] thunder/lightning
[] frogs/toads
[] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[] boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[] rats
[] jumping from high places
[] snow
[] rain
[] wind
[] crossing hanging bridges
[x] death
[] heaven
[] being robbed
[x] falling
[x] clowns
[] dolls
[] large crowds of people
[] men
[] women
[] having great responsibilities
[] doctors, including dentists
[] tornadoes
[] hurricanes
[x] incurable diseases
[] sharks
[] Friday the 13th
[] ghosts
[] poverty
[] Halloween
[] school
[] trains
[] odd numbers
[x] even numbers
[] being alone
[x] becoming blind
[x] becoming deaf
[x] growing up
[x] creepy noises in the night
[] bee stings
[] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[] needles
[] blood
[] dinosaurs
[] the welcome mat
[] high speed
[] throwing up
[] falling in love
[] super secrets
 
If you repost this, it's been requested that you title it "I'm afraid of _ out of 72 common fears"
 
If you get more than 30, I strongly recommend some counseling.
If you get more than 20, you’re paranoid.
If you get 10-20, you are normal.
If you get 10 or less, you’re fearless.
People who don’t have any are liars. 
Ten Day Challenge~
Day One: 10 things I want to say to 10 people.
Day Two: 9 things about myself.
Day Three: 8 ways to win my heart.
Day Four: 7 things that cross my mind a lot.
Day Five: 6 things I wish I've never done.
Day Six: 5 people who mean a lot to me(in no special order).
Day Seven: 4 turn offs.
Day Eight: 3 turn on's.
Day Nine: 2 smilers that describes my life right now.
Day Ten: 1 confession



Day 1:
Lady Gaga: I love you, you have changed my life.
Mum: I'm sorry for any pain I have caused you in the past. I'm sorry. I love you forever.
Dad: I love you so much Daddy. I know you can't get better, but stay strong, keep fighting. Please don't leave me.
Micheal: Your the one.
Granda: I miss you and I love you so much. It would have been your birthday on the 18th.
Carla: You really annoy me.
Tairnan: I'm ever so sorry but I cannot stand being in the same room as you.
Justin Bieber: You give me hope that there are good boys put there.
Taylor Swift: Thank you for speaking out for all us girls.
Eimear: Your my best friend. I love you so much. Please stop talking about all this bad stuff. I need you.
 

Day 2:
I prefer baths to showers.
I hate having to stand for more than 3 minutes.
I always have to have the volume on the television an even number.
I fall for people too easily.
I've never dyed my hair.
My all time favourite food is cheese and onion crisp sandwiches.
I hate snow, it's the worst weather ever!
I've been to a Lady Gaga concert twice.
I think Taylor Swift can read my mind.


Day 3:
Good hygiene.
Be nice.
Treat me with respect.
Talk to me all day, about anything.
If I text or call you, answer straight away.
Don't treat me differently infront of your friends.
Make me laugh.
Be yourself!


Day 4:
My dads health.
My family.
My friends.
Eimear.
Him!
Lyrics.
The ex.


Day 5:
Fell in love with him.
Damaged their cars.
Got in trouble with the police.
Lost my grandfather.
Lost my grandmother.
Drank myself to the point of losing consciousness. 


Day 6: 
My mum.
My dad.
Eimear.
Emily. 
Megan.


Day 7:
Bad hygiene. 
Zero confidence.
Being disrespectful.
Being mean :(


Day 8:
Be nice.
Be yourself.
A nice smile


Day 9:
+o(
:/


Day 10:
My dad is gonna die, very soon.



PEACE  ☮
LOVE   ♥
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ROCK  AND  ROLL  ☠

And sometimes,
I just stop and think,
if
he were to look at my witty profile
and see the quotes I've made,
maybe,
just
maybe,
he might get
the
hint


<//3

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am I the only one who wears hoodies that are a way too big?