Nicolee_love

I wish I could tell you I like you. 
I wish I knew what was going on in your head. 
I wish you were more then my best friend. 

But mostly, 
I wish you felt the same way. 

Friday night, you walked into the room and I instantly started crying. 
For four hours I was forced to stare at you and catch you staring at me. 
All I got? A wave while getting a cup of water... and I had to wave first...

You were in my life for so little time. 
and you left so quickly... 
thats why I hate to say... I think I love you. 

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Looks is nothing...
Not compaired to the personailty of someone who actually cares..
But no one cares about that anymore.
Now its all about who'll be the best in bed, and who has the most attractive face..

I need you. 
I miss you. 
I want you. 

I hate you... But I love you. 

Today I realized;
I'm beautiful. 
I'm loved. 
I have amazing talents.
Someone in the world is waiting to meet me. 
It's been almost a year since I last cut myself. 
And I haven't been depressed at your name in a month.

Today I realized;
<3 I'm getting stronger everyday. <3

And sometimes, 
I wonder who I can talk to about MY problems. 
Because I don''t want to bother my friends, 
With MY depression.