I shouldn't
have friends
All they do is make me feel loved then rip my
heart
out. They frustrate me and backstabb me and
confuse me. You think a person is one thing and then
they turn out to be a
different person.
I'm
going to completely break down one day .
one day
you will all see, you'll all see the damadge
youv'e
caused.
Ugh.
How can you two just ditch me like that? You were never close friends before, NEVER. Now suddenly you're the best of friends? It doesn't make sense, you two were both my best friends but never talked to each other. Now you're both ditching me for each other, what is it? Suddenly I'm not fun to be around right? I knew you two would get bored with me sooner or later, I just knew it. You both make me so mad. I don't understand. It's insane that you don't even think of me, in fact you invite everyone but me, even though I'm probably one of your closet friends. Honestly what the actual f**k? All I do is sit around and cry most of the time, did you ever stop and think "hey maybe we should hang otu with her for a while so she's not so sad all the time?" no, of course you didn't. Because neither of you understand how sad I am all the time, how I burst into tears at the smallest things, how I feel so alone and sad all the time. I don't get how you two act like I'm not even here. You obviously just want to hang out with each other, before ou know it I'll be invisible to you. Because honestly I'm sick of you not noticing how depressed and suicidal I really am. I'm sick of feeling like you two don't want me around anymore, so I'm done. But don't worry, you're too busy with each other so you probably won't even notice when we stop talking.