Nobodycares3

I haven’t been on here in months. I’ve never posted from this account. Thought ignoring you would help us both move on and sometimes I feel that I have. The times when you’re heavy on my mind I try to block out. I try to accept that there just good memories now. Sometimes I feel that your the only one that understands me to my soul. I think I still believe your my soul mate? In the last few nights I’ve dreamed about you twice. Just you. I try to remember all your facial features. Your laugh. Your smell. How you run your fingers through your hair making it part more to one side. I always wake up worried that I’m saying your name in my sleep. Shocked that your in my dream that I’m asking if its really you. I’ve had some coworkers bring you up its nice to hear what you’re up too. Though I wish I knew for myself. Seeing you happy and smiling in all your photos I try to tell myself that they could be lies but I don’t think they are. I think you really are happy and for that I cant be addicted to you no more because you’ve moved on. You’re no longer addicted to me.