Dear Past
Me,
I know things may seem hard now, you may feel the
need to just give up. But trust me, things will get
better. In time you're going to meet a new guy,
one who appreciates you for you, and doesn't make
you feel guilty over nothing. You're going to see
that right now, everything is falling apart, the
person who told you you were his everything, has now
acted as if you never existed. I know how it is. I
was once there. You will finally find that life goes
on without him and your world still turns when
he's not around. So instead of reminding yourself
of all the experiences you spent with him, I think
its time for you to let go. He has hurt you too much.
Just let the memories fade. Its time to leave him
behind. I know it'll be hard but it's for the
best, trust me. Letting go doesn't always mean
you are weak, sometimes it means you're strong
enough to let go. So love is like a puzzle. When
you're in love, all the pieces fit. But when your
heart gets broken, it takes awhile to get everything
back together. You're going to smile and make him
think you're happy. You're going to laugh, so
he doesn't see you cry. You're going to let
him go in style, and even if it kills you, you're
going to smile. Changing is never easy, you fight to
hold on, and you fight to let go. There are things
that we never want to let go of, people we never want
to leave behind. But keep in mind that letting go
isn't the end of the world, it's the
beginning of a new life. Realize that if he
doesn't care, then why should you? You're not
going to be that rebound girl, the girl he just comes
to when he wants you, the girl who loves him with
everything she has but yet he gives nothing. You
can't be willing to be that girl anymore. And you
will come to realize that he's just a guy. A
special one, maybe. But he's not yours anymore.
And you don't need to do the little things to
make him love you. You're not going to stress
over him anymore.
It isn't worth
it.