anytime :) but i actually just signed with a modeling company recently (something that really surprised me lol), but i do a bit of photography myself so when i got my new camera i drug my boyfriend out to take pictures with me so i could test the settings!
i dont really add people that i dont know anymore just because ive gotten my identity stolen a couple of times otherwise i would! i promise its not that i dont trust you or anything, i just had a lot of my personal information put out on weird dating websites and some people were contacting me that i would have rather not contacted me lol
yeah im super excited! now to just wait for something, i've actually been in some ads for a travel company, but it was because i won a trip with them, it wasnt like a paid modeling shoot or anything like that!
LOOKS DONT MATTER! its who you are that matters, and being alone can be nice sometimes but the fear of being judged should not be a factor that forces you to be alone, trust me, I get judged all the time for things i say, do, beliefs of mine, but its okay because i only do things i am proud of doing and dont care if people know. think about a few of the most influential people you admire, and now realize that ALL of them have people who judge you, no matter what happens you will be judged, its literally how the brain works, to understand things your brain wants to put them in categories, hence, we judge people, but that shouldn't make you live in a way of not living up to your potential!