NotCrashing_HeadHeldHigh2TheSky
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Ashley! (:
Basics:
I'm 16 yrs old.
I'm a sophmore at Seneca Valley HS.
My birthday is July 11, 1994.
I have brown eyes & brown hair.
I'm 5'3. Pretty short for a 16 yr old. (:
My Interests:
Singing ♥
Hanging out with friends.
Going to Church.
Sleeping.
Listening to music.
Talking to people.
Who I Am:
I'm christian.(: ♥
I'm outgoing. i love to meet new people.
I know who i am and who i wanna be for the future.
I love listening to people's problems and giving them advice.
I'm a singer.
My goal is to be the person God intended me to be, be a light to the world, and to make myself someone to remember in the end. ♥
My Best Friends/ Close Friends (:
-Rachel. - Chris. - Jesha. -Jalin. -Sarah.
-Alex. -Adrian. - Bessy. -Daniel. ♥
& others that i love like crazzzy and dont know what i'd do without them.
Quotes by NotCrashing_HeadHeldHigh2TheSky
IDENTITY
isnt what you do,
it's
WHO YOU ARE.
isnt what you do,
it's
WHO YOU ARE.
(FCA 2010
<3)
And who am i?
I know who i was.
I know who i want to be.
But something inside of me is changing,
and i can feel it. Some things, theyre the same.
Some, im so confused.
I used to be so confident and i knew who i was.
I used to stand up for what i believe in and know
it didn't matter what anyone else thought.
I knew who i was.
Now, i can't decide.
I used to know who i was with my faith and
christianity.
Now who am i?
The times i can't get into church, as i try
so hard. I may not seem like it, but i try.
Where's that passion for my Savior?
What am i doing with my life?
Where am i headed?
Funny thing is, i know these answers, or
i thought i did.
Who am i?
I know who i was.
I know who i
want to be.
I know who i was.
I know who i want to be.
But something inside of me is changing,
and i can feel it. Some things, theyre the same.
Some, im so confused.
I used to be so confident and i knew who i was.
I used to stand up for what i believe in and know
it didn't matter what anyone else thought.
I knew who i was.
Now, i can't decide.
I used to know who i was with my faith and
christianity.
Now who am i?
The times i can't get into church, as i try
so hard. I may not seem like it, but i try.
Where's that passion for my Savior?
What am i doing with my life?
Where am i headed?
Funny thing is, i know these answers, or
i thought i did.
Who am i?
I know who i was.
I know who i
want to be.
(vent; <3)
I sit and
wonder;
wonder why i wake up every morning
and expect you to make me happy that day.
I think it's necessary, or maybe i just want you;
want you to make me happy.
I depend on you for these things.
These things that i dont need you for.
Im a strong girl and I don't need a boy
to make me happy every second of the day.
It's not that you intended to make me happy
like you do everyday, but you did.
I expected too much, and things changed.
You still make me happy, but its never the same.
I close my eyes to try to shake out the missing pain.
This always happening; you make me happy, and then
it all changes.
It goes back to the same thing.
Everything repeats. Making me happy, i expect
it too much. Then you stop and im left with
a missing ache. My heart pumps faster and
faster as i think about it. I care about you more
than you may know. I just wish everything could be
the same
all. the. time.
wonder why i wake up every morning
and expect you to make me happy that day.
I think it's necessary, or maybe i just want you;
want you to make me happy.
I depend on you for these things.
These things that i dont need you for.
Im a strong girl and I don't need a boy
to make me happy every second of the day.
It's not that you intended to make me happy
like you do everyday, but you did.
I expected too much, and things changed.
You still make me happy, but its never the same.
I close my eyes to try to shake out the missing pain.
This always happening; you make me happy, and then
it all changes.
It goes back to the same thing.
Everything repeats. Making me happy, i expect
it too much. Then you stop and im left with
a missing ache. My heart pumps faster and
faster as i think about it. I care about you more
than you may know. I just wish everything could be
the same
all. the. time.
(vent;
<3)
Me - "ACHOO!"
Rachel -
"SHUT
UP!"
Only my best
friend
<3
Sometimes on a rainy day, i don't feel myself.
I can feel my faith sinking, and this isn't what
i intended to do. I get caught up in everything
else happening in my life. I see right passed
my goal and my expectations. It's like i dont
care when i know i do. I wonder how i could
do something like this. But i try not to beat
myself up. I have my days, but i still don't
feel right. I dont feel right without my
strong
faith, or without you, God. I can feel myself
tipping over. All im wanting is to be stood right
side up again. In my faith, for you, and for my
friends. No fake smiles, no fake faith, no worship
songs i can't take to heart, no prayers i can't
seem to mean enough. I want smile up to you
and to my friends, and actually be able to mean it.
I want to fall in love all over again with you, my faith,
and my church family. I want to worship & mean
the words im singing. I want to worship and be
touched by you. I want to pray and be able to know
you heard me, so i'm not feeling like i have to repeat
myself over and over again. I want to be the girl you
intended me to be. I want to be the girl you knew in
the beginning of our relationship, but more. Stronger
and happier than ever. I know i'll have my days, but
i don't want to get completely off track. And this is a
prayer to you; one i'll hopefully not have to repeat.
In Jesus name i pray, Amen. <3
(mine <3)
I can feel my faith sinking, and this isn't what
i intended to do. I get caught up in everything
else happening in my life. I see right passed
my goal and my expectations. It's like i dont
care when i know i do. I wonder how i could
do something like this. But i try not to beat
myself up. I have my days, but i still don't
faith, or without you, God. I can feel myself
tipping over. All im wanting is to be stood right
side up again. In my faith, for you, and for my
friends. No fake smiles, no fake faith, no worship
songs i can't take to heart, no prayers i can't
seem to mean enough. I want smile up to you
and to my friends, and actually be able to mean it.
I want to fall in love all over again with you, my faith,
and my church family. I want to worship & mean
the words im singing. I want to worship and be
touched by you. I want to pray and be able to know
you heard me, so i'm not feeling like i have to repeat
myself over and over again. I want to be the girl you
intended me to be. I want to be the girl you knew in
the beginning of our relationship, but more. Stronger
and happier than ever. I know i'll have my days, but
i don't want to get completely off track. And this is a
prayer to you; one i'll hopefully not have to repeat.
In Jesus name i pray, Amen. <3
(mine <3)
I tell myself
to always have faith.
I tell myself it happens for areason.
I pray to God everyday just for you, for us, & for me.
I remember the days we shared.
So many memories- i loved them all.
You turned around & got yourself a girlfriend.
Where did my best friend go?
You were always there when i needed you.
Now you've disappeared.
Yeah, i guess we're still friends, but i'd rather
have you my best friend.
That guy's gone, but he's there for everyone ... except me.
& why is this?
Im beginning to think it was only cause you liked me....
or are you afraid of falling for me again?
I tell myself it happens for a
I pray to God everyday just for you, for us, & for me.
I remember the days we shared.
So many memories- i loved them all.
You turned around & got yourself a girlfriend.
Where did my best friend go?
You were always there when i needed you.
Now you've disappeared.
Yeah, i guess we're still friends, but i'd rather
have you my best friend.
That guy's gone, but he's there for everyone ... except me.
& why is this?
Im beginning to think it was only cause you liked me....
or are you afraid of falling for me again?
Youre crazy if you think
i could EVER let you go! <3
i could EVER let you go! <3
She used to be able to say that no one
could ever tear her
down.
She used to say she's not crashing down.
All the right people around her lifted her off her feet in amazing ways,
that they'll never understand. God brought her to this, and made her
stronger than ever. On her long walk, there was something
stopping her. She kept running into a brick wall. She tried to break
it down, but she couldnt. It hurt her more than ever. All she wanted
was to see other side of the wall. Tears come to her eyes, and her
whole body ached from the pain. Her heart was breaking inside.
She feels like its actually all her fault. Wanting it in the first place;
she got what she wanted in the end. To be stronger with herself, &
with God, and learn to let go. Only one thing missing now, and it being
all on her. Wondering if she's really upset with herself, or with this one
thing. One minute, she gets a little further, but then this wall re-appears.
She's tired and sick of the same old thing. One things for sure, she can
officially say she has crashed down. </3
She used to say she's not crashing down.
All the right people around her lifted her off her feet in amazing ways,
that they'll never understand. God brought her to this, and made her
stronger than ever. On her long walk, there was something
stopping her. She kept running into a brick wall. She tried to break
it down, but she couldnt. It hurt her more than ever. All she wanted
was to see other side of the wall. Tears come to her eyes, and her
whole body ached from the pain. Her heart was breaking inside.
She feels like its actually all her fault. Wanting it in the first place;
she got what she wanted in the end. To be stronger with herself, &
with God, and learn to let go. Only one thing missing now, and it being
all on her. Wondering if she's really upset with herself, or with this one
thing. One minute, she gets a little further, but then this wall re-appears.
She's tired and sick of the same old thing. One things for sure, she can
officially say she has crashed down. </3
-April 23, 2010. (vent.)
Walk
By Faith
<3
Not by sight...
Not by sight...
(walk
by faith<3;; i love God.♥)