Nothingman

I LOVE watching Karma hit you. 
LOVE IT.

You FAKE a life...
You LIE to everyone who liked you...
You DRAG people down in your own twisted vendetta...
You have no REMORSE for your actions...

How was it... Playing DRESS UP for so long?

 Today is the day I would've called you while you were at work... you'd be so tired, so many customers coming in and out... 

We'd talk about how fireworks were still going off at night... and how you were too tired to watch them, but could hear them right out your window. 

I'd stay in with you, only to hear your voice, because it was the best moment of my day/week/month/year/life.


I wonder if you thought about me today. 

 Sometimes I ache... With a need for nothing but you. 


Sometimes, I feel that need, and want you to hurt. 


Sometimes I want that hurt to turn into sadness.... 


I want the empty pit in your stomach to become me. 

I want you to experience what I have for the past 6 months. 


I want you to feel as low as I have, and to give up on the world... 



And then I want you to remember, that I would have given it to you. 

The entire world could've been yours... just as it was mine. 


It was mine... because you were the entire world to me... and you were mine. 


I can vow only one thing in my life... to love even harder.


And in some little way, it'll always be, to spite you. 

 I could never learn to love you in the dark
You’d feel better if you kept me in the light
Things will never be the same if you surrender now
Remember how I made you feel before you say goodbye

You said you didn’t love me anymore
But doesn’t “Love Always” mean love always?
Something deep inside you isn’t sure
Would you sooner fight for us than run away?

 Once divided...nothing left to subtract...
Some words when spoken...can't be taken back...
Walks on his own...with thoughts he can't help thinking...
Future's above...but in the past he's slow and sinking...