i hate living in my house. i have no
privacy at all. reading my journal when i'm not home?
i hate my life, less than 4 years and i'm out of here.
can't wait.
when
I go out, i put the extensions in my hair, cake-on the makeup,
and dress up. when he sees me, i have my hair up
in a bun, no make-up whatsoever, and a sweatshirt.