OliverSykes

There are so many things I want to say here.
But surely, writing that many words is too
much for one person alone. So I’ll write
what I can, hoping that this will be enough.
 
Dear, my best friend.
 
I am definitely not
Amazing, fun, lovable,
Gorgeous, thoughtful,
Colourful, confident,
Brave, creative, funny,
Appealing, brilliant, cozy,
Fiery & different.
 
But you said I was.
Even though you
Know that im in
Trouble with my
Life, and im not
Even close to
Being perfect.
 
But honey, I need to ask you for forgiveness.
For I’ve upset you, time and time again. Baby,
I honestly don’t know why im like this, and why
I’m doing this. But I promise I won’t do it again.
I feared that I would lose you, so I panicked, and
Did something I shouldn’t have. I tried to get rid of
You. But you’ve accepted me again. And you’re an
Angel for doing that. So honey, I’d like to ask you one
More thing. Could you please listen to this song? >>
 
Youtube.com/watch?v=hg9-zW6njmk
 
This song here, for us, has so many memories
And meanings behind it. Listen to it carefully,
And please honey, remember us. Remember
How we were before any of this mess. When it
Was just you and me. Facing the world together,
No matter how far apart we were. You are mine.
I don’t have the strength to share you, love. You’re
My best friend. The one I want to hold all the time.
 
Let me be the one who calls you baby all the time. ♥
Kayden Rose,
This is for you.
2/3/11 ♥
 
^ The day I
Dedicate my
Existence to
You. ♥
 

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Today my friend was very upset.
I asked her what was wrong with
Her and she said she was “Just
Emotional” I sat down next to her,
Grabbed her hand and told her that
I’d be emotional with her. We then
Sat there, crying and laughing like
Idiots about anything we could think
Of. I love you, honey. ;3 This is what
True friendship is like. And I love it. ♥

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