BE YOU.
A few weeks
ago, a girl I know threatened killed
herself.
she made a facebook status before she did
it.
It was about how recently, she'd lost all her friends. How?
She didn't explain. But she said it turned her into a person
she never wanted to be. She'd make fun of people at school,
and push them around. She'd say things as jokes that made
people go home and cry. She just didn't want anyone to know
she was alone and insecure so that no one would see her as weak
and therefore, she'd never get hurt.
But really, she cried non-stop when she got home and it'd
usually last through most of the night until she could finally
fade into a restless sleep. Her parents never cared and she
didn't even have a sibling or anything for company.
So she just said at the end of her status these exact words:
"I'm done with this terrible world. I'm done with
society. I'm done. And guess what? I think God has something
planned for me much better than what I'd have if I stayed on
this Earth. At 5 o'clock, my parents are leaving the house,
and at 5:01, I'll be leaving the world."
When I saw this, it was 4:33. Immediately, although I barely new
the girl, I couldn't bare the fact that some one I knew was
serious about this. So I sat down and wrote a long and meaningful
paragraph and told her, I know what it's like to lose all my
friends. They're dropping like flies around me personally,
and I notice myself doing the same thing some times, So I told
her.
But I didn't forget to tell her how beautiful she was.
Because she is. She's drop dead gorgeous in fact, I've
always been pretty jealous of her. I told her she's smart and
nice and we'll all miss her if she leaves. That she has so
much to look foward to in life that getting through one rough
patch will all be worth it in the end.
She messaged me at 4:40, ten minutes after I had posted the
comment. This is how it went.
Her: Emily, what you said was the one nicest thing
anyone's ever said to me. But I doubt you mean it. So thanks
for trying, but please don't.
Me: I do mean it though, ____________. You're here for a
reason and I do want you to stay.
Her: You barely know me. And I have no one here for me. No one.
Not even my parents. I can't stay here so lonely and suffer
the way I have been.
Me: You have me. And I will stay by your side, I will. I want to
make you feel like you're wortth it, because you are.
Everyone has a purpose and everyone deserves to live a happy and
full life. So if you need some one to be there fore you to
accomplish that, here I am.
and today, I call that girl
my best friend. Because I saved her life. The feeling you get
after something like that
is priceless.
So, it's not just another
stupid quote on witty when you see that you should tell some one
they're beautiful before they kill themselves
instead of after, because
you could save their life, just
like I
did.
I need a witty best friend♥
-Some one I can text.
-Some one who can give me advice, or I can give
them advice.
-Some one who cares.
-Funny.
-Comes on witty a lot.
-Girl or Boy
-Some one who will be there no matter what.
If you're the right person, comment on my profile!
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I was talking to my best guy
friend...
Him:
You should really keep a look out because there are far more
decent guys in our grade, ya know.
Me: Yeah, you're probably right, but I don't think any of
them would like me.. :p
Him: How could anyone not like you!?
Me: Well, I am pretty insane. haha(:
Him: Hahaha, yeah but it's cute you little rascal! ;)
Me: Alright if you say so. (;
Him: But seriously. There are guys out there who like you. Always
know that.
He's right.
But not just about me. There's some one who likes you.
Don't be too blind to see.
♥