my tags got all scrambled!
they were something like
ifoundthislookingthroughmydrafts, thisisreallyold, ithinkitsfromlikemarch, cute, imeanhe'scutetooso
I'm going to give it one more month (only because I already paid for the pills lol) and if it hits me like it did again, I'm going to ask about alternatives. Maybe pay the $70 for the shot.
To be honest, I really admire your decision. You can go with what you believe is truly best despite what others around you are saying, even if it isn't what you had thought was right previously. The ability to continually modify yourself as you grow is a stunning quality.
I don't know if those are words you want to hear or if they make anything better, but it's my most honest opinion, and I hope that those in your life will come to respect your choices.
For my future self, this guy is not the antithesis of selfish. He isn't even really a counter-example. Please remember that, even if he deserves to be happy, he is just as selfish as anybody else.
they were something like
ifoundthislookingthroughmydrafts, thisisreallyold, ithinkitsfromlikemarch, cute, imeanhe'scutetooso
I GOT MY ROCK MOVES
AND I DON'T NEEEEED YOU
(seriously, judging from this, we seem very similar.)
I don't know if those are words you want to hear or if they make anything better, but it's my most honest opinion, and I hope that those in your life will come to respect your choices.