OneThousandLetters

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To James

I missed talking to you. I think you get tired of me, especially because of how picky I am... but thankyou for putting up with me anyway. I love you so much for that.

From, TheGirlWithOneThousandLetters.

To James

I forgot to say just now. Congratulations on getting a B. I'm sorry you didn't make it into college. They're missing out.

From, TheGirlWithOneThousandLetters.

To James

I think I've been forgetting to tell you how much I bl.ody well love you in the past few days. I was just talking to you. You just had to go though. But I just got a really bad grade on two of my GCSEs, and I was telling you how my brother wont let me live it down. And you said 'Well I'm proud of you, so you should too. Well done.' I bl.ody love you. Mainly because you still believe in me, even when I've done really badly.

From, TheGirlWithOneThousandLetters.

To James

It's been 77.2 days and counting since we last really talked properly. You once told me that if you weren't online for a month you were dead. You're online all the time, but we don't really speak. I miss you Jamesy. It feels strange, and annoying and like I'm being really clingy, but I do. I really miss you. We've actually known each other since I was 12, you were 14. But we didn't really talk, you only talked to the other people who had been there for a very long time. I got - and still do - really shy when it comes to talking to new people or strangers or anything, so we didn't speak. We only started talking around last November. Nearly a year, James. We couldn't last that long, could we?

From, TheGirlWithOneThousandLetters.

To Jess

I can't honestly say that I'm a big fan of you. I let you come with me and Izzy to see The Amazing Spiderman because I felt really guilty from Iz. You were ok. Cept from the fact that you were texting throughout the film to Kayne because he told you he liked you. Then, when we went to KFC, you were barely talking, still texting Kayne and refusing to eat because 'you can't eat when you have to give bad news to someone'. Yeah, right. You're dating freakin Joe - Kayne knows. He goes after all girls that have boyfriends. He also only goes after the not-great-looking/personalities. He would've felt better if you just ignored the text, deleted it and pretended you never got it. Then, when we leave KFC, you go into McDonalds to get chips because you decided to stop texting Kayne. Honestly. Then, when we're walking around town and in HMV, me and Izzy look at some hot guy and talk about him quietly and you tell us that we're doing it obviosuly and we should stop. God, we knew he looked at us and knew we were checking him out. We were fine with it - we'd never see him again. I just don't work on the same wave length as you. 

From, TheGirlWithOneThousandLetters.

To James

Hey. The last time I wrote a letter on witty - to you even - was 75.9 days ago, according to the drafts list, anyway. I wrote in those last letters how I loved you, and how I hated the things you did, and the person you acted like. How things change. You just logged on, and I wasn't going to talk to you; like usual. I felt like I was being annoying, and you wouldn't reply anyway. You never do. I bet you don't feel like we're growing apart. But we have been. For 75.9 days. When was that? Two and a half months ago? Now it doesn't seem so long, does it? June, May - maybe. But I remembered I got two of my GCSE grades back yesterday, and you've always seemed to be interested in my learning. You always listen and remmeber these things I tell you about school because you know how scared I am of being there. I started typing. 'Jamesy, I got my GCS-' you logged off. Maybe it was because you saw my username pop up. I always think it's that. That was five minutes ago, and you haven't logged back on. I miss you, Jamesy. I miss you. I think I know why we grew distant. I loved you so much because I had no one else to feel that way about. I was all alone, and then, you were there; my hero. The only one to listen to me. To know me. And then, a few months ago, I told you about Faith and Izzy. They're my friends - enough of them, anyway. And you were really happy for me; I understand that. But I'm starting to think that you were happy because this meant I wouldn't have to speak to you so much.

From, TheGirlWithOneThousandLetters.

To James

I love you bro, but seriously, why do you want to do the stuff that could change your future?

From, TheGirlWithOneThousandLetters.

To Brandon

Are you dead too? I haven't seen you in forrevvvverrrr. Come onnn Brandie. Where are chuuu?

From, TheGirlWithOneThousandLetters.

To Cali

Happy birthday my ninja-unicorn. I hope being fourteen brings you as good luck as being thirteen did. I love you bubs, I guess in our little mixed up world, we both came out on top. 

From, TheGirlWithOneThousandLetters.