OneThousandLetters

To Kelsey 

I didn't think you actaully liked me... but I guess we're friends. It feels pretty good to be able to say that, actually. I was like 'Whooaaa' when you asked me to draw you - because I tend to draw people and put the pictures on facebook. Also, give Toby a chance - he's driving me crazy.

From, TheGirlWithOneThousandLetters.

To James

Honestly, I don't get it. I barely know you, yet know you more than everyone else... what does that say about me, huh? I'd trust you with my life... which is a bit stupid considering the things you do. I want you to stop. I want you to give up something... anything. Everyone else seems to do it. They give up smoking or drugs for the ones they love. You claimed to love me... do you really? Or are you just humouring me? I mean, you're over two years older than me. I'm just a silly little girl, who's trusting a stranger to help me live... how sad and pathetic? I love you Jamesy, I don't want you to... to take advantage of that... maybe you'd do it by thinking I'd be fine with you 'doing' a girl on a tennis court. Or beating someone up because they knocked your sammich from your hands. Well, if you think that -- you're wrong. I hate it. It horrifies me. I wont stand by and be fine with you doing those things... one day, I promise you, I will say how horrible I think it is, To. You. Face. I don't know if you'll forgive me for doing that - but I'm still gonna do it. You know how much I worry about you, yet you continue to mess around with your life. "You wanna do the stuff that could change your future." I don't care how fun it is, I want you to blo*dy stop.

From, TheGirlWithOneThousandLetters.

To Nik

I feel terrible, Nik. I mean, ever since you admitted you were bi-sexual on facebook, I guess I've seen you differently; talked to you differently; avoided you slightly. I hate myself for it. I mean, I've never met anyone - that I know of - who isn't straight, not properly anyway. But, I'm so sorry for that, Nik. I mean, I've always accepted people who aren't straight... but I never thought someone who I was best friends with, then not, then is, then not would be... I'm so sorry, Nik. So freakin' sorry.

From, TheGirlWithOneThousandLetters.

To James

I don't understand. I'm messaging you now, but it takes you at least five-ten minutes to respond. Who's your better option? Someone who wants you to be smoking, drinking and doing drugs with them? Of course. Because someone who wants you to see your future isn't good enough for you to answer to.
You just logged off. I missed the message too. So, your chat box dissapeared. So I don't know what you last said. There are so many things I wanted to tell you - but I'm learning to hold it back. I wanted to tell you that... that I'm gonna miss you when you're gone. That if you keep it up, I wont get to tell you that in person.

From, TheGirlWithOneThousandLetters.

To Megan,

Do you know how much I dislike you? How, when I tell you 'No, you cannot walk to school with us' I mean it? How when I tell you to 'go away' I mean it? When I tell you something, I mean it. When I tell you that you're a jerk - that you didn't deserve Chris, I mean it. I can't believe that I thought we were best friends for eight years of my life. Eight years; wasted. But Megan - I thought... I thought we were friends. I always told myself that every insult was a joke, like Witty told me best friends do... but they wern't, were they? They were real. While I thought we were best friends - you had already moved on. And then, a few days ago, I get told that you don't like those friends you left me for, and that you want to be my friend again. Then the next day - you're forcing me to walk to school with you, to talk to you, but you then go and hang out with those friends again. Please. If you're gonna mess with my mind; do it when I don't care enough to think it over.

 From, TheGirlWithOneThousandLetters.

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To Mother,

Shut up. You don't know everything.

From, TheGirlWithOneThousandLetters.

To James

What happened? What happened to you? To me? To us? I thought we were best friends. I thought we weren't going to be best friends 'til I don't know... death. Remember when you told me that you'd tell me 'I love you' every single day? It's been a month and I've only heard you say those words to Claire. Your 'wifey'. No, wait. Your 'wifey' until you divorce her for me. Right? No, because I know you James. I know everything about you. You smoke, and do drugs, and drink, and blo.ody cheat on your girlfriends. I don't know why I love you anyway. I know you've told me that you don't smoke often, you do drugs once maybe twice a month, and only drink on 'special occasions'. And you only cheat because that's what you 'have to do' in your school to be 'popular'. Jamesy, I don't get it.

From, TheGirlWithOneThousandLetters.

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To Rhys,

I want to trade you away. I don't want you to live in the same house as me for another second. You stink. Not, as an insult. But literally smell. Like, your room - it stinks. All you do is insult me, play on the Xbox, and take the laptop away from me. I'm no fat - okay? I'm not an idiot either. I wish you would go away. Leave me alone. My music is good. It's really good. I love it. Your music sucks. Well, actually I like most of the same bands as you do - but my point still remains. 

From, TheGirlWithOneThousandLetters.