OwlChaser16
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My name is Zarah!
I LOVE Harry Potter
I love GLEE! (Lea Michele all the way)
Jessie J inspires me
I fall in love easily...as anyone that knows me will tell you
I hate spiders and snakes
I love my best friend (Jenny)
I love you all!
You're all beautiful
I'm starting college in September! Time has flown!
I LOVE Harry Potter
I love GLEE! (Lea Michele all the way)
Jessie J inspires me
I fall in love easily...as anyone that knows me will tell you
I hate spiders and snakes
I love my best friend (Jenny)
I love you all!
You're all beautiful
I'm starting college in September! Time has flown!
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How I love just sitting in college by myself because none of my
"friends" like me and everyone is in an exam. there is
quite literally two of us sitting downstairs right now and the
other person is one my "friend's" boyfriend so I
can't even talk to him. Gotta love being me.
Vent
I know I haven't been on Witty for what feels like forever, but I needed to vent.
So, a couple of weeks ago, I had an argument with a friend from college and we haven't spoken since. The things that she said to me really hurt. I can't bring myself to forgive her for what she said, even though most of what she said is true. But this doesn't bother me. I've lost friends before.
What hurts more is the fact that I'm losing everyone, even my best friend that I've known for years. They all went to an Italian restaurant tonight and I wasn't even considered just because of the argument I had with her. I officially have no friends. College is going to be absolutely terrible now, with no one to talk to.
Everyone expects me to be the first one to apologize, but I really don't see why I should. I understand why she is upset, I understand that she's hurt over what I've supposedly done, but what she said to me hurt FAR more than anything I ever did. She literally told me that my "friends" only put up with me because of that one friend I've known for years. So, next year, I'm just going to hide in the library and do work non-stop, get the grades I need to get into university and leave. I don't want my best friend to lose the friendship she has with these people, so I'm going to let her stay friends with them. She'll know where I'll be if she wants me. She knows I'm always there for her.
I know that I have no right to be venting right now as I haven't posted for quite some time, but I needed a place where no one that actually knows me would be able to see this. The only person I have left is my boyfriend that I love with everything I have left to give, but I know that I'll lose him. He'll end up leaving me just like everyone else.
I know I haven't been on Witty for what feels like forever, but I needed to vent.
So, a couple of weeks ago, I had an argument with a friend from college and we haven't spoken since. The things that she said to me really hurt. I can't bring myself to forgive her for what she said, even though most of what she said is true. But this doesn't bother me. I've lost friends before.
What hurts more is the fact that I'm losing everyone, even my best friend that I've known for years. They all went to an Italian restaurant tonight and I wasn't even considered just because of the argument I had with her. I officially have no friends. College is going to be absolutely terrible now, with no one to talk to.
Everyone expects me to be the first one to apologize, but I really don't see why I should. I understand why she is upset, I understand that she's hurt over what I've supposedly done, but what she said to me hurt FAR more than anything I ever did. She literally told me that my "friends" only put up with me because of that one friend I've known for years. So, next year, I'm just going to hide in the library and do work non-stop, get the grades I need to get into university and leave. I don't want my best friend to lose the friendship she has with these people, so I'm going to let her stay friends with them. She'll know where I'll be if she wants me. She knows I'm always there for her.
I know that I have no right to be venting right now as I haven't posted for quite some time, but I needed a place where no one that actually knows me would be able to see this. The only person I have left is my boyfriend that I love with everything I have left to give, but I know that I'll lose him. He'll end up leaving me just like everyone else.
So, I finally found
the version of 'The Green Fields of France' that I have
been looking for since they played in the Rememberance Day assembly
at school about three/four years.
The song is amazing, and I beg of you to give it a listen because it is an absolutely beautiful song.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K5s4wjOmW_M
Thank you for reading this. x
The song is amazing, and I beg of you to give it a listen because it is an absolutely beautiful song.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K5s4wjOmW_M
Thank you for reading this. x
I know this isn't the prettiest quote in the world, but I need
some help. I would be very grateful if you read this.
So, I found out tonight that my ex boyfriend (of whom I am still completely in love with) was told by his parents to drop out of college, find a job and move out. I am really very worried about him, but we haven't spoken properly (i still see him twice a week at cadets) in so long, I don't know how to go about asking him if he's OK. As well as this, my friend who had a sort of fling with him after me (i know, i know, but she's still my best friend) managed to talk to him and arrange to meet next wednesday after college/school. She says she won't do anything with him, but I know what she's like. I am worried about my ex far more than I should be and I just don't know what to do.
If you read this, and can give me an answer, thank you <3
So, I found out tonight that my ex boyfriend (of whom I am still completely in love with) was told by his parents to drop out of college, find a job and move out. I am really very worried about him, but we haven't spoken properly (i still see him twice a week at cadets) in so long, I don't know how to go about asking him if he's OK. As well as this, my friend who had a sort of fling with him after me (i know, i know, but she's still my best friend) managed to talk to him and arrange to meet next wednesday after college/school. She says she won't do anything with him, but I know what she's like. I am worried about my ex far more than I should be and I just don't know what to do.
If you read this, and can give me an answer, thank you <3
I'm
so proud
of
myself!
I FINISHED the 4 x 100m freestyle race for my squadron. I may have come last, but I still finished! And the fact that I am nervous around water, makes me feel prouder!
I FINISHED the 4 x 100m freestyle race for my squadron. I may have come last, but I still finished! And the fact that I am nervous around water, makes me feel prouder!
Quiz ♥
Time started: 1.17 am
Gender: Female
Birthday: January 11
Siblings: A very annoying brother
Eye color: Blue/Green/Brown
Shoe size: 5
Height: Too small...so I ain't telling!
What are you wearing: My pjs.
Where do you live: UK
Righty or lefty: Righty
Who is your closest friend: Jenny (insignificantx Go follow her!)
Best place for a date?: The cinema
Fave Color?: Deep purple
Fave Number: 11
Fave Boys Name: Steven
Fave Girls Name: Carly
Fave Sport: Basketball
Fave Month: December
Fave movies: HARRY POTTER!
Juice: Meh. I have an indifference...I prefer milk.
Breakfast food: Normally, I don't eat breakfast, so you know...
Favorite cartoon character: It's a toss-up between Spongebob Squarepants or Phineas and Ferb
Given anyone a bath: My dog, Truffle
Smoked: Pfft! No way!
Made yourself throw-up: I don't believe I have...
Gone skinny dipping: I don't have the guts!
Eaten a dog: Uh....no?
Put your tongue on a frozen pole?: Nope
Loved someone so much it made you cry?: Yes.
Broken a bone?: Surprisingly not. I fall and trip a lot, so you would have thought that I would have.
Played truth or dare: Yes. A few times...they went well (NOT!)
Been in a physical fight: No.
Been in a police car: No.
Been on a plane: Yes. I have also flown a plane!
Come close to dying: No.
Been in a hot tub: Only on holidays
Cried when someone died: Yes.
Fell off your chair: Too many times to count!
Wait for someone's phone call all night: I'd have to have friends for that to happen! But seriously, no.
Saved AIM/Yahoo conversations: Yes.
Saved e-mails: Just important information ones.
Fallen for one of your best guy friends: Haha, yeah. Good times.
Made out with JUST a friend?: No.
Used someone: I'm not proud to admit it, but yes.
Whats your good luck charm?: My friend Jenny
Best song you ever heard: Right now, it's anything Lea Michele sings. Or Queen.
What's your bedroom like: There are clothes everywhere.
Last thing you said: Goodnight.
What is beside you?: Chest of drawers and makeup...a lot of makeup.
Last thing you ate: Shepard's Pie (and it was yummy!)
What kind of shampoo do you use: Something that doesn't make my hair horrible!
Best thing that has happened to you this year: Prom. And getting to talk to my ex again.
Worst thing that has happened to you this year: Mostly stuff to do with my family and my ex.
Chicken pox: When I was 4. I gave it to my brother and my mam.
Sore Throat: I have one now.
Stitches: Nope
Broken nose: No
Do you believe in love at first sight?: I'll get back to you on that one.
Like school: Yes.
What schools have you gone to: A primary school until year 5. A private school from years 5-8. A secondary school till now. I start college in September @D
Eat a live hamster for $1,000,000 dollars: Nah, it's on the bone...I can't eat meat on the bone.
If you were stuck on an island, what people would you want with you: Jenny. Jo Rowling. Daniel Radcliffe. Beyoncé. And Victoria Beckham.
Who was the last person that called you: My mam.
What makes you laugh the most?: Having good times with friends.
What makes you smile?: A lot of things.
Last person you yelled at: My parents.
Last person that told you they love you: My ex. And that was over a year and a half ago/
Is your loudest friend: I don't know.
Do you like filling these out?: Yeah, they make me think.
Do you wear contacts or glasses: I'm supposed to wear glasses when I'm on a computer...I don't.
Do you like yourself: Not really.
Do you get along with your family: Meh.
Stolen anything over $50: No.
What are you listening to right now?: I Won't Give Up - Lea Michele (I just love her voice. Sorry people.)
Got any awards: Some from school, some from cadets.
What car do you wish to have: Porsche
Where do you want to get married: I don't want to get married.
If you could change anything about yourself, what would it be?: Everything.
Good driver: Haven't started yet. Too young.
Good singer: I wish. But I like to sing, so I don't care. If people don't like it, they can deal with it.
Have a lava lamp: No, but I wants one!
How many remote controls are in your house: I haven't got a clue.
Double jointed: In my thumbs
What do you dream about: I don't generally dream. But if I do, it's about my ex.
Last time you showered: A few hours ago.
Last time you took a bath: Prom day.
Scary or happy movies: Happy.
Chocolate or white chocolate: Chocolate. I don't count white chocolate as chocolate...I still eat it though. Any going spare?
Root Beer or Dr. Pepper: Dr Pepper. I've never had a root beer.
Vanilla or chocolate: Chocolate
Summer or winter: Winter. I hate hot weather.
Silver or Gold: Silver
Diamond or pearl: Diamond
Sunset or Sunrise: Sunset
Sprite or 7up: I'm not a fan of lemonade
Cats or dogs: Dogs.
Coffee or tea: Tea.
Phone or in person: In person.
Indoor or outdoor: Indoor
End Time: 1.38 am
Credit goes to AwkwardTiger
So...
I finally told him that I still love him. And you know what, it made me feel a whole lot better about me and him. We are going to meet up on Wednesday to sort things out. I feel really happy right now. Here's the message I sent to him (I'm not afraid to share this with you guys):
I just wanted to say that I am sorry for everything I've ever done, everything you think I've done and things that happen in future because I think we should at least be friends. Anything that happens is just my mouth not listening to my brain and just saying whatever's in my heart. But after everything you and I have gone through, even though I just wanted to cry through it all, I think I'm a stronger person because of it and I thank you for that in my own weird way. And yes, I am very jealous of the likes of ***** because she has you as a friend and possibly more, and I don't. We used to be close at one point and I really want us to get back to that place. The truth is, I miss you in so many ways. I love you still, more than ****** claims to, more than *****, more than I have ever loved anyone. I just wanted you to know because when I sat by myself and saw you flirting with that army cadet, it killed me. I'm sorry and if you never want to talk to me again, I completely understand
I blanked out the names of people to respect their privacy
I finally told him that I still love him. And you know what, it made me feel a whole lot better about me and him. We are going to meet up on Wednesday to sort things out. I feel really happy right now. Here's the message I sent to him (I'm not afraid to share this with you guys):
I just wanted to say that I am sorry for everything I've ever done, everything you think I've done and things that happen in future because I think we should at least be friends. Anything that happens is just my mouth not listening to my brain and just saying whatever's in my heart. But after everything you and I have gone through, even though I just wanted to cry through it all, I think I'm a stronger person because of it and I thank you for that in my own weird way. And yes, I am very jealous of the likes of ***** because she has you as a friend and possibly more, and I don't. We used to be close at one point and I really want us to get back to that place. The truth is, I miss you in so many ways. I love you still, more than ****** claims to, more than *****, more than I have ever loved anyone. I just wanted you to know because when I sat by myself and saw you flirting with that army cadet, it killed me. I'm sorry and if you never want to talk to me again, I completely understand
I blanked out the names of people to respect their privacy
I have this recurring
dream.
You are taking me to prom and you come to pick me up in a limo.
You're wearing a tux and you look amazing, holding a silver box in your hand, of which contains a black and white corsage, which matches my dress.
You wait in the hall for me to finish getting ready.
I come down the stairs. You turn around. Your mouth drops.
You call me beautiful.
You don't take your eyes off me all night.
You tell me you love me and you will forever.
I want this to be true more than anything else in the world. But it can never happen.
You are taking me to prom and you come to pick me up in a limo.
You're wearing a tux and you look amazing, holding a silver box in your hand, of which contains a black and white corsage, which matches my dress.
You wait in the hall for me to finish getting ready.
I come down the stairs. You turn around. Your mouth drops.
You call me beautiful.
You don't take your eyes off me all night.
You tell me you love me and you will forever.
I want this to be true more than anything else in the world. But it can never happen.