PandaPants

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Joined: December 5, 2011
Last Seen: 7 years
user id: 247024
The voices in my head
told me to do it.

PandaPants's Favorite Quotes

I hate how
I'm never pretty enough
Never strong enough
Never good enough
I hate how
I lack that side of me
The one you desire me to be,
I'm trying, can't you see?
I hate how
I crave for you,
I love you,
I'd do anything for you.
I hate how
It's you I cry for,
it's you I try for,
it's you I lie for.
I hate how
I no longer see true,
I no longer breathe true,
& it's all because of you.

-Tiff♥

 
Dang, my poetry lately.. damn, my feels are going all kinds of ways.
I leaned back against the walk,
the numb feeling control.
The wounds
taking their toll.
The pain masks
my emotional state.
Drowning in sorrow
is my only fate.
So I slide the blade
over my fragile skin.
Leaving wounds
both large & thin.
The blood trickles,
down my arm.
My only escape
is self-harm.
I've tried talking,
I've tried meds.
The doctors say
it's all in my head.
But I can't escape,
even if that is the case.
My fears are no longer
something I can face.
So yet again,
here I sit,
sliding this blade
over my wrist.
My other hand
clenched in a fist
as I swerve the blade
into a twist.
Carving out
the word peace.
As my emotional pain
begins to release.
My small smile
holds up a lie.
As I absorb
my own personal high.

-Tiff♥

Each night I'm left
pondering these thoughts
Life fading before my eyes
as my heart slowly rots
I've lost faith
in the youth
The same youth
that showed me the truth
I don't belong here,
I've been told enough.
Holding on
has become far more tough.
As I wonder,
with thoughts clouding my mind.
The light inside this darkness
is becoming harder to find.
I'm stranded here,
there is no escape.
Forever stuck
in this messed up place.

-Tiff♥

I don't wanna take your precious time
'cause you're such a pretty, pretty, pretty, pretty face
but you turned into a pretty big
waste of my time.

Nobody seems to get you, you feel you're on your own,
But listen pretty lady you don't have to be alone.


Drawing a picture on her arm with a blade
as if her mind isn't dark enough..

I love you,
but f*ck you.
I miss you,
but I hate you.
I hate you
for what you did to me emotionally and mentally.
I want you.
But I don't need you.
You left me with me memories buried deep in my mind.
I want them out.
Please
get
OUT!

You are the one I want.

One day, scissors will be for paper.
One day, razors will be for shaving.
One day, knives will be for food.
One day, food will be for eating.
One day, pills will be for the sick.
One day, we will recover 🌹






I am a human-being
capable of doing terrible things..