Papaute

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Joined: September 2, 2013
Last Seen: 8 years
user id: 370713
Gender: F
Goodbye everyone!

Logging off for the last time,


 

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All my life I wanted to grow up. I wanted to appear older, so people
would take me seriously. It all sounded so good to me. Growing up,
getting a job, getting married, but it's all a scam. And love, that's the
biggest scam of all. I was in love, and I.. I know that makes some of you
laugh, 'cause I'm only thirteen. But, whatever, I was. And I used to
think, I really believed that there was one true love for everyone, and if
you fought hard enough for that person, your one true love would
always work out. It sounded good to me when I was younger, but it just
doesn't work that way. There is no such thing as one true love.
-Crazy, Stupid, Love

 

Have you ever been so close to suicide...

You've literally held the blade so hard on your wrist, had a suicide note written out.
Found a rope and loosely put it around your neck, waiting for the right time to tighten it. Had that bottle of pills, poured them in your hand.. Felt them. Stared at them. Had a gun in reach, just staring at it. The trigger right there. You could feel the powerment you had over yourself. How right then and there, you could take away a life. Something you could do without a struggle, so easily..Almost like it never mattered at all..

If you're reading this, that means you're here. Alive. Breathing. You're moving, thinking, blood pumping through your veins. You were so close to that moment, of ending it all. But you didn't. You chose life over death, even when you had the easiest way out. You stayed. To deal with the drama, the heart break, the disappointment, the name calling, you chose to stay in hell on Earth instead of going to a beautiful safe, heaven. Why? Because you're strong. You chose a desicion that is the hardest one to make, to stay alive. Being alive means you hurt, you feel pain.. But there is also beauty about being alive. You have the chance to do whatever you want to do, what makes you happy, make your dreams come true. You have the power to change anything, everything. You can still laugh, smile, love. If you're reading this....


CONGRATULATIONS..... YOU MADE IT. 
You think it's everything you want, until you have it. Then you get

scared. You get scared that you're going to lose it. You waste so much

time worrying about losing it, that you don't realize what you have.

You have what you fought so hard for. Don't let it slip away because

you're afraid. Notice what you have, and cherish it before it's too late.

 
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I want a reason to smile♥


He was my hero




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LOVING YOU WAS RED


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YOU CAN RECOVER ME

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HE KEEPS HURTING ME.

 
 
 
 
 
 
 
I miss you...
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. I will sink to my hands andkness and slowly, I will brush the layers of sand and dirt and rock to the side, admiring their beauty as I put them in piles around me.
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