cujo*
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clad in black, ready to run this world
Joined: May 29, 2011
Last Seen: 9 years
Birthday: April 12
user id: 178206
Location: +60
Joined: May 29, 2011
Last Seen: 9 years
Birthday: April 12
user id: 178206
Location: +60
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its been 9 months since I last logged in. wow.
witty is different from 2013. this looks good.
witty is different from 2013. this looks good.
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never finalize negative feelings.
they will make a bed in your head, feed you lies each day, and take you away from what great part of your life that could have been.
as I look back on the negative posts I made years ago, I can assure you that I only feel penitence and pity for the girl who wrote them. I wish I hadn't made posts like that, because it had me believing for the longest time that it was all true - and that only validated more negativity in my life. it became a disease that corrupted my thoughts. I was diving head first into shallow end of murky waters.
those feelings don't exist anymore. I had, with so much effort and many, many crazy months of self help, positivity, constant goal digging, human interaction, and hard work, gotten over it. it definitely wasn't easy and I continue to work on it, but believe me, I have gotten over the worst and I've gotten so much better now.
after all this time, it leaves me to wonder what I'd have had and where I'd have been if only I'd been positive instead. but this doesn't necessarily mean I'm regretting. I have learned a lot. but you can't help but wonder if the possibilities weren't ever empty.
If any one of you are in the state that I was in - my advice is not to worry, not to finalize the bad; see the good, you are a strong person. strong doesn't mean it can't break you, it means you are already broken, except that you can be fixed.
you can recover.
they will make a bed in your head, feed you lies each day, and take you away from what great part of your life that could have been.
as I look back on the negative posts I made years ago, I can assure you that I only feel penitence and pity for the girl who wrote them. I wish I hadn't made posts like that, because it had me believing for the longest time that it was all true - and that only validated more negativity in my life. it became a disease that corrupted my thoughts. I was diving head first into shallow end of murky waters.
those feelings don't exist anymore. I had, with so much effort and many, many crazy months of self help, positivity, constant goal digging, human interaction, and hard work, gotten over it. it definitely wasn't easy and I continue to work on it, but believe me, I have gotten over the worst and I've gotten so much better now.
after all this time, it leaves me to wonder what I'd have had and where I'd have been if only I'd been positive instead. but this doesn't necessarily mean I'm regretting. I have learned a lot. but you can't help but wonder if the possibilities weren't ever empty.
If any one of you are in the state that I was in - my advice is not to worry, not to finalize the bad; see the good, you are a strong person. strong doesn't mean it can't break you, it means you are already broken, except that you can be fixed.
you can recover.
the transition into a new year is something i've always hated
because it reminds me of all the things i didn't do when
i had an entire year's time, it freaks me out, makes me sick, to
think so much time has gone and i'm getting older and barely
getting through it all
i hate this time of year.
i hate this time of year.
GUNTER:GLIEBEN:GLAUTEN:GLOBEN
LONG LIVE ROCK'N'ROLL!
LONG LIVE ROCK'N'ROLL!
"I would love to believe that when I die I will live
again, that some thinking, feeling, remembering part of me will
continue. But much as I want to believe that, and despite the
ancient and worldwide cultural traditions that assert an
afterlife, I know of nothing to suggest that it is more than
wishful thinking. The world is so exquisite with so much
love and moral depth, that there is no reason to deceive
ourselves with pretty stories for which there's little good
evidence. Far better it seems to me, in our vulnerability,
is to look death in the eye and to be grateful every day for
the brief but magnificent opportunity that life provides."
— Carl Sagan, In The Valley of the Shadows