Permanently_Damaged

The mirror can lie
It doesn't show you whats inside

I've loved you all my life
And no matter how many times
I tell you its true
You'll never believe me like you once did
Because i made the biggest mistake
Leaving you 

Sitting in class on my teachers computer looking at quotess <3
Gotta love witty

Then you give me that look,
show me what its like to be lost and i dont know what to do.
Im in a land of people who dont understand me and most likley never will.
I get these crazy ideas and then when i follow through,
i have regrets.
Im not perfect, im just like you.
Insecurities and a few broken hearts but
i keep finding new parts
Parts of me i never knew.
Im starting to like the change
and i think i can do it without you <3

Not my quote but it juss got through to me
 

Heres my story
I'm a thirteen year old girl
You may not think i can have a lot of problems
But i have more than you can imagine
My parents fight constantly
The guy i love cheated on me
Left me for another girl
Told me i would never be perfect
Made me feel useless
& juss broke me
I have trust issues because i've been betrayed so many times
My friend committed suicide
I cut myself because i feel like i have no way out
I'm insecure
& i'm juss making it by
Dont juss judge me on my fake smile
My occasional laugh
& the lies i say juss so you wont ask me questions
Get to know me
Than say what you want
 

I wont give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
& god knows were worth it

I tried so hard
To convince myself
You were
Gone

Lost myself

And i'm nowhere to be found

Lost & Insecure


Stroy of my life ..