PierceTheJub

Maybe its not my weekend,
But its gonna be my year

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Pierce The Veil

So, about last month I did the most incrediblely f*cking stupidest thing ever. Okay, so im obsessed with my laptop, or I was. I was always on it doing something, tumblr, facebook, youtube, witty. And one day, were apparently I was so out of it that, I was about to leave for my dance classes that night, only me and my mom were home and we were just about to leave. And all of the sudden I smelled smoke, and my cat started scratching at my bedroom door, from the inside. So I opened my door and there was this huge fire, on my bed, like the size of my queen bed and up to my ceiling. It was damn scary, so when I found out what had caused it, I bawled, my Macbook had been on my bed... charging. The stupidest thing I could have ever done, and I just about burned the whole house down. Within 2 minutes, no one would have been home for about 4 hours. And, I lost my bed and my Mac, the worst possible thing in my mind when most of the time, thats all I had. So I havent been able to really go on witty. Traumtizing..

This is what you get when you f_ck with a classic roundabout
But it just might be me, out of line




 

 

I shouldn't have change myself to get my crush to like me.
I shouldn't have to quit dancing or quit eating because my thighs are to big for him to even consider me.
I should have to change my red hair to a 'natural' color for him to look my way.
I shouldn't have to cake on the makeup. When some days I'm to lazy to even put any on, for him to acknowledge my presence.
I shouldn't have to change the type of music I like for him to have a conversation with me.
I shouldn't have to change the type of perfume I wear to some popular A&F one so he will give me a hug.
I shouldn't have to change the fact that I love Austin Carlile, Vic Fuentes, Kellin Quinn, and Tony Perry for him to hang out with me.
I shouldn't have to change the friends that I hang out with so he will come over to say hi.
I shouldn't have to completely change my schedule so that I could come with him to some party for the 'cool kids.'
 

But yet, I catch myself doing just that for some reason.