Please_Smile4_Me

It's hard to walk by you everyday and pretend like
nothing ever happened.
It's hard to see you with your guys and act like I never
existed.
It's hard going through all of this
alone.
It's hard not waking up to your name flashing
on my phone.
It's hard to see you smile, knowing I'm not the
reason why. 
It's hard when people bring up your
name.
It's hard to see you're
okay.
It's hard not being
yours.
& most importantly,
It's so hard missing
you.

                                                                                    MF/NMQ

When I'm silent;
didn't get enough sleep.
waiting for something to be over.
don't have anything to talk about.
over thinking/over analyzing a situation.
upset or worried.
falling apart.
or all of the above.

NMF/NMQ