my perfect
boyfriend?VV
-would live each day like
he;s going to die the next
-would spend every waking
moment with me
-would kiss me
softly
-would be the sweetest
boy a girl could know
-would love my
flaws
-would be the first one
to text
-would hold me by the
waist
-would turn me to face
him, take my hands, push them down by our sides, bend
down&kiss me
-looks are rather hard to
explain, it woul be a mix of 3people.
where can i find this
boy? in my dreams(literally, i dreamt this up) and it sucks
knowing i won't ever have a boyfriend like
this.
and to be honest....
I'm
gonna miss middle school,
I'm
gonna miss the fact that, everyone knew
everyone,
that i had more younger
friends than the ones in my grade,
that i chose my
career choice because of my two favorite teachers,
the silly
shananigens
at lunch with
Molly, Alissa, and Brittany at lunch,
to be
honest....
I'm scared to go into
high school,
to be 'fresh
meat'
to get lost,
to have to buckle down
now cuz
these are the years that
literally count.
to be
honest...
i doubted
myself,
i didn't think i
was gonna
pass 8th
grade,
i thought i couldn't
handle all the drama,
or see HIM
everyday.
to be
honest...
i don't
wanna grow up,
i know what's coming
now,
and I'm
scared.