PrincessHailey

 

Today, for the first time in about a year I logged back on this site. I read every quote and story that I have ever posted. It kind of made me sad when I read the most personal things I posted, It made me realize how much things change. It makes me sad, but it also makes me smile because I know that when I fall into a difficult time I know things will change, and things WILL get better.
I wrote mostly quotes of love and how I thought I would never find that, but now I realize that finding that one person that I truely love is not going to happen when Im this young. I have my whole life to find that person. I also remember being scared that I would never get my first kiss, I still haven't but I know now that I just need to be patient, I will find that one guy that sweeps me off my feet and doesn't care that still haven't had my first kiss. In fact he should be happy because then he can say he was the first, and when I find that person, hey who knows, maybe they could be the last as well.
I also remember crying my heart out at night over the jealousy of all the couples that would walk around my school holding hands and kissing in the hallway, but now I see those same people walking the hallways, alone, or moving on to another guy within weeks, or throwing away everything they have for a guy, and sometimes I still cry, but not in jealousy, i cry because i feel bad for them, they didn't want that, they thought they were in love, but people change, life changes, everything is different.
So I guess I can say, that although I have never had my first kiss, my first love, my first heartbreak, I've learned a lot about relationships. And If anyone has read this far, the number one thing i want you to know is that Life changes, people change, so don't rush, don't use the 'L' word unless you know for sure that they are right for you, live life for yourself, and never ever settle for less than you are worth, dont sell yourself short, think highly, and achieve greatness. No matter what, you will face changes and there is no stopping that so just go with the flow and never regret a single thing.

Many people wonder why your wedding ring is on your fourth finger... well this is why

Your thumb represents your parents. your index(pointer) finger represents your siblings. your middle finger represents yourself. the fourth(ring) represents your spouse. and your pinky represents your kids.

Now, put your hands together with the tips of all your fingers touching but bending your middle fingers inward so that the flat middle bones of them are touching. It is kind of hard to explain but you must make it so that you your middle bone part of your middle fingers are touching one another. If you have that done, make sure that all of your other finger tips are touching.

if you try and split them apart they will all part accept the fourth(ring) finger. The thumbs split because your parents won't always be a major part in your life, your index fingers split because your sibling will all move on and lead lives of their own, your middle fingers can part because everything shouldn't be about yourself, your pinkies will split because eventually they will grow up and lead lives of their own, but your fourth finger will not come apart because you and your spouse are meant to be together forever.


 

It’s the New Year!

2010

I don’t know how to summarize all the amazing things in my life because there are beyond too many to count, make mistakes but they are are what make me who i am. I have always been terrified to grow up to go through changes that I don’t want to happen. I have already forgotten memories from when I was little but I do remember the important ones and the not so importants ones but mean the world to me.. It’s another year accomplished another year passed by in a heartbeat another year that has changed my life. It may be just 2010 to some people but to me its more it’s another chapter to my life.

!Here I come 2010