i guess
the weirdest part:
is when you hear a
song on the radio or something and
------------>it
reminds you of him...and then the next song
after that and then even the next song after that____////
& no one understands what it means to you except you
&you desperately want to tell them but you
can't because
you've already said your goodbyes]...&you can't go
back
on them now ________//////////& it
takes all your courage
not to call them up & just play the song and hang
up------->
--------->[[&just to hear their voice one last time]]<---------