Have you ever done something for your future self... so
when your present self finally realizes what your
past self did to benefit your future self youre
like, 'heck yeah i was totally looking out for me!'?
I do this a lot. It's one of my faults. I don't mean to.
I guess it's just something I grew into. I don't want you
to think I'm going to forget about you. I feel bad because
it's not what I want. Because I think I know what I want...
but I really dont. I'm a person who deceives. I disappoint.
And I'm sorry because I'm doing it to you but I wish I
wasn't. But you don't see it yet so that's why
I'm saying it in advance. I'm sorry.