I miss your smile
and how it made me laugh
i miss the way you could brighten my day
with just one single word
it gave me butter flies when you spoke and made
our first kiss seemed like fireworks on the fourth
of july
i soon
found out i was living in a fantasy
and it was all lie.
What makes it worse is that i still love
you,
in a special way i could never describe,
the way you look at me, the way treat me
it was so sweet. but we all have guys like that.
if we didn't, how would we survive?
here i am now with you in my life and another guy,
who do i choose? the guy that just walked in? or the guy that left
with heart when he said goodbye ?