why do i find
myself chasing
after a guy who already broke my heart once before?
i want a guy who
won't toss me aside and make me feel like crap,
but i
keep running back.
i
thought i was over him
i
thought i was done
whats going
on??
why
do i feel this??
i
know im setting myself up for disaster.....................but i
cant stop myself
every moment i spend talking
to him, i start to see things working out
things
coming into play
and actually happening
in the future
i
thought i was over him
i
think i was done
whats going
on??
who
do i feel this??
i
know im setting myself up for disaster.......................but
i cant stop myself
"Mirror
Mirror, on the wall, have i got it?
'cuz Mirror you've always told me who i am.
Im finding its not easy to be perfect
so sorry, you dont define me
sorry, you dont own me.
who are you to tell me
that im less than what i should be?
who are you??..... who are you..?
i dont need to listen to the
list of things i should do
i wont try... oh no.. i wont try
Mirror i am seeing a new reflection
im looking into the eyes
of He who made me,
to Him, i am beauty beyond compare
and i know He defines me"
Parents wonder why us teenagers stay
up so late at night either on the phone, computer, or watching tv
until we pass out.
Well mom & dad, its because if i
go to bed when im not completely tired, i lie awake
thinking
about all the things
about my life that i hate & wish i could
change.
sometimes i just dont want to think
about all the negatives.
so last night...
our school lost the state champs.
he didnt want to ask me out on a day that was such a downer.
he waited until midnight, grabbed me by the hands, looked me
straight in the eyes and asked "will you be my girl
friend?"
i couldn't resist his blue eyes and nervously shaking hands
<3