RainbowLollyPop

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Joined: February 25, 2011
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My name is Stacy-Kay
Im 17 years young 


Quotes by RainbowLollyPop

They say the first cut is the deepest...
Not for me
The more the cuts
                                  the deeper they  are.... 

I'm gonna draw a fountain 

a fountan with a twist 

I'll draw it with a razor 

and draw it on my wrist

and as this fountain flows 

my troubles disappear 

Have you ever been hurt so bad, 
that you actually can feel your heart

                                               break? 
Dont worry                           
                Your not alone.... 
That heart breaking feeling when the guy you like says 
              " I like you but theres this other girl...." 
I have NO respect for people that want to kill them selfs 

Life is not that bad 

Witty girls I'm having a break down. Im stressed beyond stressed 

Since 2009 when i started high school, ive been very sick. 
Its 2012 and im still very sick....reason....unknown 
Ive had two surgerys one the summer of 2010 and the other the summer of 2011
and im getting one on March 6th 2012, and if that doesnt fix anything i get another the summer of 2012. 
I dont know why this is happening to me! 
How can god do this to the things he created. 
I finally understand how people with cancer feel since i have been tested and results came back positive for ovarian cancer. Im surgery in march is to removed a tumor in one of my ovaries and it might knock out my chances of having any kids :(
Because of my sickness I almost failed my sophomore year of school. 
I had to give up many sports and acivities i loved, i lost boyfriends and friends over it. 
Why is this happening?
I only want to be semi happy. 
I wanna finish high school go to college have a family. 
i know life isnt easy but, this is just outragious. 

i know this is long...
But thank you anyone that read, i had to get that off my mind.....

If you really love someone 
All you want is for them to be happy 


  Wheather  your  with them or not 

 

This Christmas i asked for the cyst on my dogs spine to go away....
I'd give anything for her to get better, shes not a pet shes family <3 

So im 17 years old, 
For christmas i could of ask for a car, a new lab top, or maybe an ipad...
But instead 
I asked for the tumor in my stomach to go away.....
    Sad thing is I'm in the hospital for christmas....