RamblingsOfAOverThinker

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Hello There
This account is exactly what it sounds like, the ramblings of me, a over thinker
one of my worst habits is over thinking. and I'm never really good with saying what i'm thinking so i'm just going to write what goes on in my head during specific situations or just any random epiphanys i have

Quotes by RamblingsOfAOverThinker

I'm such a miserable person, but no one notices
Either no one cares, or I'm just a fabulous actor.
I can still manage to convince people I'm fine
when I'm clearly two seconds away from crying

I deserve an award.

 
It's kind of a scary thought

that at any point in any day you could be standing next to someone

completely broken, who's hiding it behind a smile, and you would never know.

that person you sit near in class who you don't talk to,

or that stranger you were on the elevator with,

they could self harm, have an eating disorder, or be suicidal, and you may never know.

even the people you do know,

you may never know what they think.

it's somewhat frightening to think that the people you know so well,

you might not actually know them at all, you know the act they put on.










issues of an over thinker #3

theres somehow always a way to blame everyhing on yourself.

 










issues of an over thinker #2

stressing out. a lot.

 










issues of an over thinker #1

trying to over analyze a situation so it makes more sense, but it ends up becoming more confusing







 
when people lie straight to my face and I know they're lying

I can't help but start jumping to conclusions.

why would they lie to me?

do they not want to hurt me?

do I seem that easily offended?

do they not trust me?

what did I do wrong?

am I just not worth the truth?
People lie. A lot.
                                                            Whether it's little white lies
                                                                                            Big lies
                                                 Lies specifically to hurt someone
                                                 Or lies to avoid hurting someone

It makes you wonder who you really know

and who you just think you know
Have you ever sat and wondered what happened in peoples lives?

That kid you knew when you were little. do you ever wonder where they are now, if they're happy with their lives and themselves. if they have good friends, and possibly relationships, and a happy family?

The quiet kid. do you ever wonder why their so quiet why the don't talk, how they feel, what they're lives are like. what they're thinking about?

That friend who you drifted apart from. do you ever wonder if they think about the memories they had with you, the inside jokes, the funny moments, the deep conversations. the silly pointless fights do you ever wonder if they get the urge to talk to you and try to get that friendship back?

The person you had a crush on. do you ever wonder if maybe just maybe they returned your feelings, but neither of you had the guts to do anything. do you ever wonder if they spent most of their time looking at their phone just wishing your name would light up on it. do you ever wonder if they look back now and wonder that if they made a move, would you guys have had something. do you ever wonder if the small things that remind you of them, remind them of you?